the champ is HERE.

WHY I NO LONGER BLOG

2008-09-07T13:15:00.002+08:00

there have been some who have asked me the question: 'Why do you no longer blog?' I blame it on their inquistive mind, but me being courteous and gracious me, have decided to blog an answer. =)

of course, that makes this blog entry an inherent paradox. which is completely illogical. but blogs arent meant to be rational. blogs are emotional. blogs are about angst.

but i am not angsty. thats why i dun blog.

but some ppl disagree. they think i dun blog because im lazy. but i have to disagree with their disagreement. i dun blog because i am not angsty. I feel that those who disagree with me are just jealous because they dun have my happiness.

But those people also tend to disagree with that statement. Whatever. Typical of their cynical selves.

[if you notice, the previous 3 paragraphs all begin with but.]

But thats not the point. The point is that THIS paragraph starts with but.

friendships

2007-12-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

its always been a tricky business: friendships.

as rewarding as they mightn'tbe, sometimes, u just wanna be alone.

haha. but at least. u still have some ppl u can really count on.. haha.

was that coherent? lol.

nostalgia..

2007-12-06T01:32:00.001+08:00

maybe we should all take awhile to take this in: we ARE approaching the end of this stage of our lives.

u probably rmb sometime when u were in primary/secondary school and some wise old distant retired millionaire uncle during chinese new year came and spoke to u. giving u advice saying that teenage and childhood years are the best years of ur life.

u probably shrugged and just thought to urself that this guy probably just misses his youth. LOL. after all, how could waking up at 6+ in the morning and reporting for morning assembly and going for a gazillion EFFECTIVE math lectures here in this case here, be the best part of our lives? haha.

but in a strange way now, dun u miss the way mr leong greets the college every morning.. miss standing there dumb as u might have looked singing the national anthem and school song? didnt u at grad night when realizing that this was going to be the last time u ever sing the school song, sing it louder and more proudly? for me, i even wished we could have had an encore... haha.

you know, its a funny feeling nostalgia. the way it makes u miss the things u nv thought u would. miss the little jokes at chem and physics lectures that u usually wish to pon.. miss the feeling of waking up at 6 and chionging to school.. or the random canteen breaks that we took in between lessons and the times when we were caught by teachers? haha. but most of all, dun we miss the ppl who made all these memories possible?

maybe next chinese new year, with your new hairstyle (most guys would be bald and most girls being GIRLS would have probably done something to their hair HAHA), youll tell that rich uncle that perhaps u understand better what he means now.. u wouldnt know if it was the best time but its certainly been a helluva time! and the ppl who have ponned their way through have certainly been missing out! haha. and for me, im glad that it happened. all of it. the good and bad. each and every school day.

but that little dreamy idealistic part of me still wishes that it could happen again. just one more time. just one more school day. one more time to wake up in my dreamy state and trudge to school all sweaty and be greeted with my bunch of half asleep classmates at the parade square, before trying to keep still and stand straight to sing the anthems and listen to mr leong to make his FURTHER announcements...

but issit ever going to happen? (dun answer that pls. lol)

If it does, this time round. i probably wouldnt cheer if morning assembly was cancelled. lol.

sunburnt!

2007-12-04T02:55:00.000+08:00

WTMAN! im blogging! =D after a month? or more than that.. haha. now clearly. tts an occasion. haha.

just came back from 01 batch outing 3 day 2 night at bintan and 'perth' ! haha. personally i think i enjoyed bintan more than perth!! haha. although some individuals might beg to differ! LOL.

wooo! and before that went to kl/genting too! haha. and i must say that the ferry home from bintan was probably more vomit-inducing than all the roller coaster rides in genting combined! and quite exciting too.. haha. maybe genting management should go set up a ferry ride as its newest attraction! LOL.

wooo! fun holidays definitely, but still nothing beats home sweet home -- unless perhaps u reach home the day before prom and havent prepared yet! LOL. i really gotta salvage something tmr! loll.

anyway, yes definitely home sweet home. lol. with family and friends back here.. haha. and this december is going to be a time filled with great memories with friends and loved ones esp with the capacity to exclude all those mugging content out of my brain now that a levels are over.. haha. a time to remember and cherish before becoming botak jones.. now that i cant get wrong!

and if u are a male singaporean reading this, get that right too. lol. cherish and make good use of the time now! =)

now that i think of it, used wisely, i think 2 years in jc can really forge some great strong ties between individuals and lead to some really precious friendships. (Moreover, it has also led to many successful couples. LOL. doesnt that just support my point? haha) thanks a million to my classmates and ccamates! woo.

but honestly, i think no matter how much hardship u put within a jc social circle, or how much interaction u have within ur circle in 2 years, it still cant beat friendships that lasted for 6 years. haha.

thats why i wanna say 01 FOR LIFE man! haha. WOOOO! i think i really like the way we all each have our own individual separate social groups but when we come together we still THE MAN!.. much more man than ANY sea wave in bintan! lol.

so heres cheers to 01! WOOOOO!

scepticism

2007-10-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

A wise man named Plato once said for us not to trust our senses. because the senses deceive.

Now, i think he would be all the wiser if he had said not to trust anyone as well. RAWR! haha. cant ppl just say 'i dunno' when they dunno??? LOL. instead of trying to act smart, and pretend to be very sure! and then make overtrusting losers like myself fall into ur trap!

and then make wrong decisions. based on misinformation because somebody decided he needed to keep up his image and conjure up an ONLY SLIGHTLY distorted version of the truth. lol.

sigh oh well. maybe time will tell.

[and btw, it wasnt really Plato who said that.. it was Aristotle. lol. for the ppl who actually believed me just now, haha. welcome to the club of overtrusting ppl man! =D forgive me i was just feeling lonely down here!] haha. hope ki will be good tmr! =)

haha! its been awhile! lol

2007-10-26T04:06:00.000+08:00

woo! right.. its 408 am and im blogging! lol. after quite a while.. haha. it does feel refreshing =)

reading my short last entry.. prelims wasnt too long ago actually.. but nows the real deal. the a levels. but lets not talk abt it.. lol. im a little tired thinking abt it already lol..

u know i think its getting harder and harder to be a real MAN nowadays. lol. haha. maybe its cos women are getting more and more powerful.. haha. LOL.

like once i was walking toward the library then i saw this guy was walking into the library in front of this bunch of girls and he din open the door for them the way an EXCELLENT role model gentleman would do. haha. and the girls were like talking behind his back saying that he sucks as a gentleman, etc. etc. lol.

lead a women's liberation movement and ur a champion feminist human rights activist, lead a movement on male liberation and ur a male chauvanist pig (pardon me again if i spelt that wrongly.) haha. Now, i want MAN's rights! haha.

anyway, speaking of MAN, today was winston hodge farewell haha. which was quite exciting lol. a lot of screaming and an emo mr leong lol. which was touching lol. haha.

and IT MAKES ME REALIZE that this silly phase of my life known as my junior college years will be soon be over.. sigh.. has there really been a thousand opportunities these 2 years of which i took like 5? LOL. haha. no la. there are things that i could have done better but overall its been an educational and meaningful 2 years! lol..

and im quite sad i cant go watch david copperfield this year! cos of a levels lol.. haha. but now he looks so unlike the person that i imagine him to be from all his past tv specials. lol. its kinda sad in general when the image of a person u have is that of when they were like 20 years younger and then when u see them u expect to see that same person again. and then poof. the person looks so different and alien to u.

haha. kinda like the feeling i get everytime i go to ri and eat, i feel like im going to a different place altogether. actually, maybe im a little lag but to me i dun think ive really registered that the old canteen gryphons lair and scout den dun exist anymore.. lol. its like to me the places are still so vivid, maybe sometimes i convince myself that they have to be out there somewhere.

RAWR.. dun such stuff just make u angsty! LOL. haha. but wtman.. treasure the memories i guess.. haha. =)

mugging.

2007-09-16T13:48:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE MAN! theres still one more week to go! lol.

come to think of it. there were 4 papers last week this week theres 5.

WE ARENT EVEN HALFWAY! haha

i just read the otto fong article

2007-09-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

woo. i just read the otto fong article.

thanks to an email from zhaohan. i finally read the otto fong article lol. hmm and very coincidentally, just before my ki paper just as i was reading my ETHICS notes. haha. maybe it was just an excuse to slack. lol. haha. =)

hmm. but actually, its quite relevant in many senses to ethics and moral knowledge but of course. haha but lets not go into that. haha.

ok fine. im just using this as an excuse to blog! haha. especially with all the burning frustrations with the most disasterous math paper i ever took in jc life. i predict mr koh is going to own me. lol. RAWR. i hate exam panic. sigh! im such a screwed up who cant live to potential. haha. i need like full marks i think for the next paper to get an A haha. which if u can do calculations, implies id probably get abt 40 marks for my paper today. haha. and if u cant do calculations, dun worry, ur in the same boat as me as we can see from today. LOL.

but u know what, lets not get into that as well haha.

personally, i didnt really know mr otto fong well. just another one of those teachers and i knew he could draw comics really well. although i do rmb he was one of those teachers that actually managed to capture my attention with his interesting lessons. which was really no mean feat for a disobedient guy like me. esp in ri haha.

and according to zhaohans email, (which i assume is reliable. lol. because it has a reliable author. HAHA), he has been 'shown the door' which is sad really.

personally, i disapprove of homosexuality. and to put very tactlessly, i think it is as wrong (and by wrong i mean morally wrong) as being sexually attracted to animals or any thing else. and before anyone says im intolerant, realize that doing so would be not tolerating my view and make u intolerant as well. (come on. give me chance. at least listen to what i have to say. haha.)

now does that sound ki? haha. perhaps this is more related to ki than i thought haha.

u know what. intolerance. perhaps thats the biggest sin of all time. haha. maybe thats why we feel sad when a teacher like him gets fired for being gay? its kinda guilty by association in some sense. because society tends to associate gays with being perverted, pedophilic etc. because really, just because ur 'sexual orientation' is toward guys why does that not give u a right to teach in a boys school! if thats the case, why dun we just fire all the straight female teachers?! HAHA.

i am not widely read on the subject of homosexuality. but i dun believe that ones natural sexual orientation would be hetereosexual (what the man. i dun even know if i spelt that correctly. haha. shows how UNwell-versed i am in this.) hmm but if theres been conclusive evidence to show otherwise, im willing to change my mind. =) if not, im sticking to my view that homosexuality is wrong as it is unnatural.

hmm. so to me, i think its wrong for mr otto fong to be gay. but of course, to just say that would be highly unfair. his courage in coming clean and openly declaring himself, as well as many other good traits that we hear his students say he has (which i assume is reliable once again. lol.) is something for us to respect.

and yes. i respect a gay man. the same way i respect other imperfect individuals. like hulk hogan. haha.

so the question now is: which is more wrong? being gay or condemning a man for being gay? or in other words, who did more wrong, the ministry in firing mr otto fong or mr otto fong? i think most (or at least many) of us myself included would think the former.

i hate society's judgmental attitude toward issues. which has always been an ethical dilemma for me since by hating it, i am in fact also adopting a judgmental attitude toward society. haha. lol. but maybe therein lies the beauty of all social situations. its complexity. its uniqueness. =) ive been motivated by the yellow ribbon project alot, cos i think its at least trying to get rid of some of that judging attitude.

tt said, hmm. i think the the treatment mr otto fong has got (ie being fired) was too harsh. phew okay i think i should stop now haha. must really go mug ki and chem haha. =) wooo haha.

teachers day

2007-09-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

has anyone drowned in the mugging yet? haha. esp with all the exams coming up.. drowning in ur notes, immersing in practice papers, having little little free time to spend and not to mention being out of touch with whats happening in the real world outside ur mugging! (haha and yes. there IS a world outside ur mugging if u didnt know that. LOL. plato was right all along. haha)

and ironically enough, THAT is what ppl call education along with all its noble connotations.

haha. now im just a really angsty student, whining over exams. lol. how typical. haha

i think teachers day celebrations this year really rocked! haha. esp with mr koh and mr tan winning the caring teachers award! LOL. and with interesting performances which of course, i nv really paid attention to.. haha. as usual.

anyway, after the official celebrations i went along with my class to the staffroom to give our teachers their gifts! haha. and me being blur me gave the wrong gifts to the wrong teachers! HAHA. i was kinda stunned for awhile but thankfully it was all sorted out lol. haha.

HAHA. and it wasnt until that day that i realized that TEACHERS KEEP SO MANY PETS! haha. judging from the number of dogs, squirrels, cats, guinea pigs and skunks (LOL. i dunno i walked past this guy at the staffroom and he really was MAN smelly. LOL.) that were crowding the staffroom that day! haha. all of them yepping away, offering their presents faithfully to their masters! it was really a sight to behold! haha. i have nv seen teachers pets so enthusiastic like that before! haha. they must have been so GENUINELY grateful to their teachers! haha.

although hmm. i have not heard of any animal willing to perform stunts with no reward at the end. haha. but of course, that is a horrible false analogy. haha.

hmm. really i think theres a lot to respect in every single teacher that i have been taught by in jc. lol. =) and to that im really thankful. that to me is real education haha. i for one, really admire and respect mr bernard tans patience and understanding tremendously. and really i think we all do. haha. =) and mr chongs putting in lots of effort to make his lessons interesting as well as to get to know his students on a personal level. haha. and to be fair, i think my class has been really quite insensitive to ms tan. haha. but i respect her for not making a fuss abt it. =)

haha. theres a lot to learn in school. much more than just benzene rings and mathematical inductions. and maybe the biggest lessons my teachers have thought me are the lessons on personal values.

but i think that some of the best TEACHers arent TEACHERS! (haha read that again if u dun understand haha). LOL. i would like to thank all the ppl who have taught me valuable lessons in life! haha be it academic or not (but then again, i dun really see how an academic lesson can ever be valuable haha).

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY EVERYONE! and remember:

HE WHO CAN, DOES, HE WHO CANNOT, TEACHES. -- George Bernard Shaw.

and thats why i wanna be a teacher when i grow up! haha. (Seriously. haha)

comMANdos

2007-08-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

WOOO! come on. a BIG THUMBS DOWN to those who have stopped blogging because of the upcoming exams! (N)(N)(N) LOL. just because u have exams to mug for doesnt give u enough of a reason to stop reflecting abt ur literally once in a lifetime shot at life! haha. my mum told me that school counsellors are getting really busy now, with all those angsty teenagers whining and angsting over school exams. lol. [sigh. grown ups must think that we are pathetic little things. lol]

okay. then again. maybe it could be me that has gotten my priorities wrong. haha.

anyway, diligent me has began to read the newspapers almost daily (ever since a week ago? lol). and today i saw this big picture of china airlines blown up into flames on the first page of The Straits Times. hmm. and fair enough. thats big news.

but consider this piece of news. which was NEVER (at least to my knowledge, pls correct me if im wrong) reported in the singapore newspaper Two SIA planes suffer damage in accident haha. okay fair enough, the plane didnt blow up in flames or something. maybe not major enough to put into front page news. but surely, it should have been SOMEWHERE right? and i think that most ppl arent even aware of this cos the press is our mode of communication and if they dun report it, it nv happened. haha.

and look at the date of the article. 6th august is quite recent too haha.

another thing that is ironic is that this is from a china newspaper, and if u go back to the main page (that is if u are reading this on 21 august the same day as me) u would notice that the china airline accident ISNT a headline! but its a headline in the singapore newspaper! the headline instead is on how hurricane dean is approaching mexico! LOL.

now an accident in changi airport is news in china but not known in singapore, the china airlines accident is headlines in singapore but isnt in china, and china makes headlines of a mexico's weather predicament!

now dun we just love to point out other ppls mistakes and hide our own haha. i know i do. lol.

(im a little lazy to go and see the headlines on a mexican newspaper but i wonder whether it is abt something in another distant country as well. haha.)

anyway, today i went for the commandos vocation assessment test under the further reporting order. (yup thats the official name. and hopefully someone will gain useful information out of it. by googling it just like i did, and arrive at this place and read more abt it. cos i really had no clue what was going to happen until i started googling to find out more. haha)

anyway, ya. i think. LOL. it was a long series of tests. haha. first physical tests, then interview, then psychomotor then lunch, then medical checkup, theniq test then personality test! REALLY quite bomb alot of tests. haha.

i abit scared to say too much. later violate a confidentiality law. LOL. haha.

but anyway, i think commandos really quite cool. lol. i was quite unsure this morning. but now i actually dun mind going for it. lol.

(ok maybe im crazy LOL.)

despicable.

2007-08-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

descpicable. did i spell that correctly? lol. cannot go spellcast! haha.

RAWR. i had a super bad day! WTMAN! lol. and i feel quite screwed up now esp with all the numerous things i did and didnt do in jc.. haha. i feel like there were a million wasted times.. and opportunities. hmm. i guess the comfort from that is saying that well at least i learnt something from it.

im abt to type 'i am a wtman super screwed up person' but maybe i should be more tactful even when talking abt myself! LOL. haha. okay maybe 'im just average.' haha.

anyway, i know i shouldnt feel this way. but i REALLY REALLY REALLY DESPISE ppl who feign humility. i really really really do. RAWR. (and of course, i have no right to do this. and doing so puts me in no moral position to judge them definitely! BUT WTMAN! 'i am a wtman super screwed up person' anyway! haha.)

really. feign humility is as bad as or i think alot of times worse than arrogrance. and pls. dun delude urself. it wont make u popular.

so to all the ppl who think so highly of themselves (just like i do LOL), pls just stop pretending to be humble and just be an arrogant man like me! think of a slogan like 'the champ is here' and write it on every single worksheet thats given to u! LOL. come on. and then we can be a generation of arrogant ppl together. WOOOOO!

LETS DO IT!

messed up me! =)

2007-08-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in so long! feel like i got a lot to say. but dunno where to start!

PHOTOGRAPHY

first of all, last sunday i picked up and read the newspapers for the first time in like 1 or 2 weeks! LOL. haha. talk abt being a frog in the well! i realise i have almost no clue abt what is happening in the world now except that prelims are coming and that.. hmm actually thats abt it. haha.

anyway, i picked up the newspapers and found this page on this article on the sunday times abt family disputes and courtcases over houses and properties. one of the first few pages (because i usually get bored after a few pages. haha. no relation to the quality of articles though lol) but what really struck me was how ugly the ppl looked in the pictures! (haha. u can go look and see for urself if u dunno what im talking abt! its on the sunday times august 5th 2007, entitled families feud over real estate in red hot market haha.) either those ppl are really ugly, really unphotogenic, or straits times really has really lousy photographers who know how to take bad photos. haha

haha. i would think that its definitely the third of these three choices. after all, i do rmb how bad the opposition MPs always seem to look in the straits times! haha. whatever happened to the good photographers man! haha. all in rj photography club?!! LOL. i used to think advertisers of slimming products DEFINITELY have good photographers esp since the 'AFTER' photo always made the model look stunningly beautiful. but stupid me actually thought that the before and after actually referred to before the slimming treatment and after the slimming treatment until a good friend of mine enlightened me by informing me that it actually meant 'BEFORE PHOTOSHOP' and 'AFTER PHOTOSHOP'! LOL.

moral of the story: a picture speaks a thousand words! and guess what, with photoshop u actually get to choose the thousand words! unlimited vocabulary indeed.

random stuff
haha anyway, i spent so much time on the SGC 3 CCA achievements thing! wtman la! like polishing and polishing overly meticulously.. but i think its still so ARGHHH. imperfect. lol. and maybe im just so afraid, that mr koh will read it and think that i din put effort into it. LOL.

in fact, i think rj is really the worst place to study at if ur a bad student. i think all the teachers will just own u then ull feel super demoralized and end up doing worse than before. LOL. rj is place for the best to excel not for any value added! lol.

MY DREAM
anyway, a few days ago i had a dream abt myself doing a chem revision paper! WTMAN! and i actually remember the questions super distinctly. actually i only remember 3 of them i think. haha its like free chemistry practice!

okay the first one was a h3 chem question. basically quite simple. (come on. my subconscious mind not that powerful to come up with cheem questions LOL!) it was a chiral carbon with a phenyl group, hydrogen, chlorine and bromine attached. and the question was which isomer is this R or S? LOL. WTMAN! haha. and i can rmb visualizing the molecule and then deciding it to be the R isomer! haha.

question 2 was simple too! LOL. basically the question was what group when attached to a benzene ring will activate it? and i wrote CH3 lol. which isnt the best answer cos CH3 is only weakly activating. (it is rite? lol) BUT come on! must give myself credit for being able to solve the question in a subconscious state! LOL.

then the last question i rmb was how to u synthesize nitrobenzene from phenylamine in one step. haha. and i rmb writing down Sn/ conc. HCl then neutralize with NaOH in my answer then realizing that that is for the reaction from nitrobenzene to phenylamine (ie the other way round!) wtman i really dunno how i can come up with this kinda questions in my dream la. LOL!

then i was like wtman i dunno how to do this question! then in my dream i thought okay. Sn/conc. HCl is reduction so the opposite would be oxidation. so i just put KMnO4/dil H2SO4 heat. (ehhh. come on. im actually quite impressed that i could do this is my dream state la. LOL. maybe my subconscious mind more powerful in chem than my conscious! LOL.) HAHA. i dunno if its correct or not. cos when i woke up i realize that the synthesis isnt in our syllabus. BEYOND A LEVELS! LOL! haha.(it is rite? i really dun rmb any reaction like that. haha. or maybe my memory failed me. haha).

wtman! LOL! i really become mugger man liao! LOL. chemistry is the object of my dreams la. literally! haha.

now i know ms jolene tan will be proud! =)

its early!

2007-07-29T04:21:00.000+08:00

i love the peace and quiet of the early morning. very good for doing chemistry! haha.

back to chemistry! lol.

340am! WTMAN haha

2007-07-25T03:39:00.000+08:00

haha, its been quite awhile since i last blogged, cos KI really owned me. haha. as my msn nick now says, when u are engrossed in KI IS, the world really doesnt exist. lol.

anyway, its really late (or early) now! haha. LOL. and i think im becoming nocturnal! haha.

IMBA CHEM DEPARTMENT
woo. the chem department is really man. haha. they just gave us two tests to study for this week and next week! and theres a chem focus test too! LOL. and guess what all they are on all different topics! wooo! LOL.. speak of worse case scenarios.. lol. mug like man

fortunately though, i managed to convince ms jolene tan to change the topic of the chem focus test and make the chem focus one a take home test! wooo!

LOL! i guess i gotta get used to the feeling that got S for chem.. haha.

HARRY POTTER
anyway, the new hairy potter book is out (or rather was out)! LOL. and it successfully illustrated the speed at which things get posted up on wikipedia! haha. like the whole plot line was out within like i dunno.. how long haha.

and i love bullying ppl who havent read and actually bother reading that billion dollar overhyped book by spamming them with storyline spoilers. woo! chiu kuan was extremely paranoid for one, covering her ears at each instant i or anyone else mentioned harry potter. LOL.

the movie was so-so also. and i watched it twice. and i think one of the most interesting things u get when u watch a movie twice is that u get to see two sets of drastically different reactions by the audiences to the movie. like the second time i watched, the audience was far more generous in laughing at the jokes in the storyline. haha.

WTMAN! i realise i got a huge tendency to watch movies more than once nowadays! haha. maybe somethings get better with a second impression.

random friendster stuff
anyway, speaking of movies, it reminded me ofanother one of those retarded bulletins i read on friendster abt tips to getting the girl of ur dreams that i was telling si rui daniel and aaron today.

'While in the movie, put your armaround her and then she will automatically put her head on yourshoulder'

needless to say, this is some hasty generalization. LOL. try to put ur arm around the random female stranger who happened to buy the seat next to u and maybe ull see why. lol. but i love the choice of words here though. lol. 'AUTOMATICALLY'.

monday!
anyway, monday i went to school much earlier than usual in anticipation of aswin and kangrui's birthday surprise haha. and met this old guy at the bus stop who asked me to wait for the bus with him and help him transport this huge bulky bag of recycled metal (to sell) up the bus.

hmm. he was waiting for bus 93. and it took really long. so in the meantime, i had a chat with him. and u know, the way its always stunningly refreshing to hear someone else's points of view abt life. especially someone so different. sometimes, in the midst of rj, i find that maybe i forget myself. maybe i forget that at the end of the day, all our philosophies are merely just points of views of which i dare say none is better or worse. just different.

and its ironic too. tt my dad and i are now. perhaps at two different junctures in life. but perhaps with a similar problem. the problem of choice. i of course, will be thinking abt where i wanna go for uni, what job i wanna have, blablabla. my dad however, is thinking abt retiring and trying out new stuff thats different from his past jobs. so now, hes decided to take on pottery. haha. and he does it with such passion (like immediately start doing when he come home from work) and is quite good too. i think. for a relative beginner. lol.

but sometimes, he tells me that it feels like just ytd he was studying for a levels and put in my shoes. and i think its scary. the way time works in retrospect. the way time flies when u look back on life. well, looking back it might feel like yesterday. but looking ahead, it sure doesnt feel like tomorrow. hahaha.

anyway, ya. it was fun celebrating aswin and kangruis birthdays. and the cake ongnardo bought was really man nice! LOL! what the man. i liked the middle layer of stuff in the cake alot LOL.

haha. theres been a series of uni talks in school too. i missed the imperial college one cos i went home and sleep. (oops! lol) today went for the UCAS (pronounced YOU-KASS) LOl. the angmoh machamp giving the talk was really quite man. like real british humour lol. i quite like it.

oh yes, and today i ate lunch at macs! and i found out that edison has a really weird way of eating burgers! lol. like top of layer of bread with lettuce. followed by meat. followed by last layer of bread! like WTMAN. who eats burgers like tt! hahaa.

WTMAN! its 423 already. hahaha. so fast! lol. must go do tutorial liao! haha. this just illustrates my point abt time flying lol. =)

i really should be doing ki.

2007-07-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

yes i should be doing ki. but ahh. lets just make this a quick entry. =) lol.

time waits for no man. and suddenly. it seems like this formerly so surreal notion of the a levels is so within reach. and NS and uni isnt anymore like a distant dream. and the apps for the uni. they're a thing on our minds now.

but amidst the excitement of it all, maybe theres a tinge of sadness.. that it all happened too fast. like a beautiful dream as u are about to awake. snap and its over.

LOL. maybe im just annoyed at the reality that i cant be a child again. haha. in kindergarten, being grown up was like a dream (and for that matter even being in primary school seemed like a fairy tale notion. haha) but now. perhaps its literally a dream come true. standing at perhaps the first real crossroad of life. all these 16 (or was it 17 ? didnt feel like either. haha.) years of life comes down to this. but maybe the problem is i dont really remember how i got here.

In the past, being grown up was a dream. whether we wanted to be astronauts, firemen or doctors. but the irony of it all is that now. THE PAST seems like a dream. that will probably leave us crying if we think too much about. haha. in fact, maybe in a weird way, i prefer nightmares to pleasant dreams. dont u just hate it when ur in the best place on earth doing something u always wanted to do (pls no dirty thoughts. HAHA. can already think what some ppl are thinking lol) , and suddenly the alarm clock nudges u from that slumber? kinda like the pathetic fairy tale that ends with 'OH IT WAS JUST A DREAM' and makes u want to punch the author at the end of the book! LOL.

haha. but ya. in retrospect everything happens too fast. haha. but maybe ive become accustomed to it all. accustomed to the joys, disappointments, anxiety, stress, pretense, and everything else of life. ACCUSTOMED i say. but never immuned haha.

anyhow, the best part of the transcience of life here is that it makes me appreciate the things that we do have more. and isnt that what matters? haha. (come on. everyone HAS to agree on that.) lol.

haha. but i still enjoy reading cynical views though. abt the meaning/meaninglessness of it all. and i think shakepeare puts it well in macbeth haha.

She should have died hereafter;
There would have been a time for such a word.
Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death.
Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

but what i can conclude from this is that excessive ki promotes intellectual thought. lol. and that it is easier to blog 3000 words than to write my 3000 word independent study. LOL. =)

some shows nv lose their appeal.

2007-07-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOTING! (a few days late though. haha.)

KIDS SHOWS!
haha. i was flipping channels just now after going home from school really early. haha. YES! i find term 3 really slack in terms of timetable. (though not really in terms of workload! haha.) today i reached home at like before 11(am not pm btw.) haha. oops and i just realized i broke a school rule by doing that. i think? haha.

WOOO. anyway, ya. so i was flipping channels and i saw BLUES CLUES! WTMAN. my favourite show for a period of time. that show has great appeal haha. esp for young kids. and big kids who grew older each year but nv really grew up (like me. HAHA.)

and seriously i think the show really has all the elements of a good show! and it has suspense! unlike most other kids shows which arent those 'superhero' in nature. (except maybe sesames street)! cos u wanna figure out blues clues haha.

but i wonder whether 'steve' the guy acting in blues clues ever feels retarded dancing to all the blues clues songs? haha. but whatever it is i think he does it really well.

well done man! childhood cartoons always bring back good memories! GO WATCH IT IF U HAVENT! i found it more interesting than the live earth concert honestly. LOL. no offence to environmentalists of course. haha. maybe its cos george bush has always been more entertaining to watch than al gore. haha.

CHECKUP!

on another note, i went for my medical checkup on tuesday! and i dare say that if thats what the next two years is going to be like, its really going to be an unforgettable experience. haha. went with si rui and aaron. then some of the ppl there call us 'RJ' cos we were wearing rj pe uniform haha.

LOL! first station was urine test! which was in my opinion harder than the iq test HAHA. cos si rui and i both went toilet right before the test! (sorry for mild crudeness here. lol.) but no one should ever do that. very unwise indeed.

then there was this guy who did the blood test. who threw aarons file on the ground (like IMSURE!) jokingly. haha. when he found out that aaron had relatives with a blood condition. LOL. then 3 of us all super stunned. and worse still for me. it happened when i had the blood test needle inside of me! THEN CANNOT LAUGH properly later the needle poke through my skin haha.

anyway, then there were many other stations ending off with the long iq test. LOL. the first 2 example questions were really simple. LOL. they were something like: (modified in case some man comes and sues me for leaking questions. haha)

1. what is the first letter of the alphabet?

(1) W (2) X (3) P (4) Q (5) A

2. john has 3 shirts. mary gives him 2 shirts how many shirts does he have now?

(1) 3 (2) 5 (3) 4 (4) 6 (5) 2

something liddat. really quite man. it got harder with time though. haha.

and after we finished, we went to eat BOTAK JONES BURGER! which owns carls junior! and aaron the crazy man added 7 bucks worth of toppings which made his burger double the sizes of si ruis and mine. wTMAN. (the burger alone cost 6 bucks btw. LOL)

TO THE PPL WHO DARE TAKE THE ROAD LESS TRAVELLED!
AND YA! on wednesday i had a good chat with my old friend zhenglei who i hear has start up a selling and delivering donuts business. GO TO http://dunkindonuts.zlhub.com/ and check it out! haha. really quite cool =)

haha. ppl who are bold enough to out against the norm and start a business in schoollife really deserve at least a thumbs up. and definitely, theres valuable lessons to be learnt in the business world tt no school can offer i believe. haha.

indeed it makes the saying 'my education started when my schooling ended' even the more appropriate.

unfortunately, for me though. less entrepreneural (is there such a word?) me that is and many of us. lifes still back to h3 chem and the test tmr. haha.

GOGO MUG LIKE MAN! =D

SUCKS! lol

2007-07-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

ahhh! i feel like some man.. why my chem do so badly!? WHYWHYWHY! LOL.

okay fine as if i dont know why. but im just bushuang cos....NOT FAIR! mug so much liao!

not mugging and failing is worse than mugging and failing.. someone told me today. LOL! but i think thats completely not how human psychology works! LOL.

the feeling of all ur ruined wasted efforts crushing down on u is much worse! lol. and now i feel like ive wasted my time. lol. im sure i mugged the most for this chem paper than get the lowest chem mark of all time! WTMAN.

ehh. this sucks la! lol. makes me lose faith in mugging! esp for chem. sighh. and got h3 chem test next week.. ah.. and a part of me is thinking why waste time mugging h3 chem.. you mug h2 like man also do worse than when u dun mug. might as well not mug.

okay lol. thats some flawed logic. LOL. i admit.

and in rj theres no place where u can just be away from everyone else! LOL. everywhere u go can see ppl one. lol. i angst cos theres no place to angst! LOL. WTMAN.

lol. but quite well done la. like that also no place to make out. lol. not bad. the designers of rj got FORESIGHT lol.

I JUST WANNA PARTY FOREVER!

2007-07-02T02:33:00.000+08:00

You can't have a normal life anymore. You must know that. How can you have a girlfriend if you can't remember her name? Can't have kids, not unless you want them to grow up with a dad who doesn't recognize them. Sure as hell can't hold down a job. Not too many professions out there that value forgetfulness. Prostitution, maybe. Politics, of course.

Leonard: You know, it's great that you... Well, that you're...helping me...like this.
Natalie: I'm helping you because you helped me.
Leonard gives a blur look. He does not remember how he helped Natalie
Natalie: So next time you see me... will you remember me?
Leonard shakes his head. and then Natalie kisses him.
Natalie (placing her hand on his heart): I think you will.
Leonard(shakes head): I'm sorry.

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if you've watched the movie, u'd know these are excerpts from memento and the short story it is based on. GO GET THE DVD AND WATCH THIS IF YOU HAVENT! its the man. easily one of the best movies. haha. its abt this guy leonard who has no short term memory yet is determined to look for and kill the man who killed his wife.

this is one of those few movies that gets better with repeated viewings. (actually i think its almost impossible to fully grasp what christopher nolan is trying to say in the film if u just watch it once.) anyway, the first time i watched the movie, i thought nothing of this scene. but the second time, after i knew the whole plot, then i just wtman! LOL. irony of ironies. and there are alot of scenes like this. u dunno whether to laugh or to cry and leonard's memory handicap (or advantage? depending on how u look at it. lol.)

anyway, i brought this up because i think everyone has memories that we all want to forget, which is a theme in the movie. somethings that we wished we nv knew. ignorance is bliss many a times. lol. and most of the time, we just try to make ourselves forget by not thinking abt those mental images. but like in Leonards words in the movie, can we really have the ability to 'remember to forget'?

lol. i saw something disturbing today. and right now, i wish i had leonard's condition in the movie. LOL!

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okay, enough abt that. haha. past few days after CTs have been really fun!

Fantastic Four with nam si rui and daniel
haha. on friday after the physics paper, went to watch fantastic four at vivo. haha. LOL! i said above that i recommend u to watch memento but i dun recommend u to watch this. haha. lol. this is just action bullshit. and not really even first class action. lol.

unless u wanna watch for jessica alba. LOL.

the silver surfer is some man la. but the theme was overly cliche. lol. haha. after the movie, walked around at toys r us. which is a source of fun for little kids and a source of amusement for big MANS (like me. lol.) what the man la. second childhood. lol.

then we went to eat at the ridiculously priced food republic. the hokkien mee is not bad. just that i ts bomb ex and bomb little. maybe next time ill buy the 6 bucks one.. haha.

WOOO! then walked around the place and went to challenger and played some game. lol.

NOT BAD. FUN. XP

transformers ROBOTS IN DISGUISE! lol.
ladiesman217 LOL. the nickname like some man. anyway, scouts outing have always been nostalgic and enjoyable. this movie was okay la. better than FF. lol! funnier too. watching ppl getting owned by radios. LOL.

then went to pastaman for lunch. before i zaoed back home while the rest went to lan. haha.

weilins bday chalet
WOOOOOO! this was the man. haha. bomb fun la. okay me xiaoting ggy and charmaine went there and were the first there! champion la. haha. then we made ourselves at home lol. and played with balloons stuck onto the ceiling with glue or something cos there wasnt helium LOL.

then more ppl came and we played texas hold 'em. the man la. haha. then ate and then cut cake. and then had DISCO! WTMAN WTMAN lol. disco just the man. dance until leg spoil. lol.

then went to play cards, (with lets see if i rmb the names): rong en, daniel, audrey and some guy whose name i can pronounce but dunno how to spell. and ggy and charmaine. LOL. GOOD MEMORY. woo.

then i went to sleep in the corridor. and when i awoke i found 4 ppl standing up and staring at me! LOLLOL. that was really the man. i just stunned. lol.

so me xiaoting and chiu left together the next day and walked for man long to finally reach the main road and get a taxi. and i took the taxi to harbourfront.

ARCHERY OUTING
ehhh. the outing some wtman.. lol. okay. i reached harbourfront and then thought the ppl had left for sentosa already. haha. but instead found them at ezone and there were like 7 ppl? lol. ( i think theres going to be a detailed account of the outing at screwthebull.blogspot.com) lol.

then we wtman and just play arcade! HAHA. and then went out and daryl decided to play soccer and volleyball at the vivo rooftop?!?! LOLLOLLOLLOLLOL. like WTMAN. haha. attracted alot of attention haha.

then went to eat lunch at ljs! haha. then we went back to arcade to play awhile more of 3 puck hockey ( I FORGET THE nAME!) haha. before going to yong jins house to play billiards and table tennis and cards. lol.

actually it was quite fun just that. there werent too many ppl and i was alittle tired from the chalet. haha. hope there'll be more archery outings! haha.

then went back to vivo before going back home. and YA. haha. as daryl told me, vivo is THE worst designed shopping centre in singapore!LOL. and i kinda agree. lol. there are so few food outlets. and the toilets are quite out of place! LOL.

so much for good design and architecture. should look at esplanade for inspiration. lol.

haha. then i went home and ko-ed until 11pm and have been up until now! WTMAN its 405 am! i took SUPER long to type this. lol.

its OVER!

2007-06-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

but when its over...is it really over?

lol. more like the end of the beginning. this CTs. lol. like the ending of a warm up before a marathon. lol. now is like the 10 minutes water break. haha.

some ppl say life is a marathon not a sprint. i say life is more like a relay. its all abt different phases and how u pass the baton to a more grown up version of u.

maybe im lagging. BUT i cant believe NS is like what the man so soon!?!?!?!?! lol. and i think ns is quite a euphemism. like NATIONAL SERVICE. lol. the word service makes it sound like some kinda butler or chauffer or waiter or something lol.

its the army. period. lol

death is a part of life

2007-06-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

SOMETHING GOOD
at least one good thing came out of having a really bad chem paper ytd. lol. it made todays paper feel easier in comparison haha. math was okay!

u know what. im surprised at how many ppl blog during this ct period. im not sure whether i should say KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. cos im not sure if its really 'GOOD' work. lol.

but definitely, feels better than cramming 20 chapters of chemistry into ur brain. we all need reflections sometime.

SOMETHING not so pleasant
anyway, ive been blogsurfing. (not the right time to do that! lol.) and haha. reading interesting entries abt common test. haha.

and really sincere and well written tributes to thaddeus too. sigh. i dun know him. but from what i read i think i can make out bits and pieces of a real good guy.

'a twist of fate' is a popularized wrestling move by matt hardy, where he would lock the opponents neck and twist it and perform a sorta reverse bulldog. but a twist of fate in real life is when wwe goes abit overtly outrageous with the storyline of Vince Mcmahon dying in the story. (they had scripted a story abt somebody murdering mr mcmahon) then suddenly, chris benoit is found dead in reality. after murdering his wife and son and then committing suicide.

it just happens suddenly. hai.and the memories. of you. and i think its great that thaddeus will be remembered by many for being an outstanding individual.

but that kinda makes me think.. what abt chris benoit? who will ppl rmb him as? the wwe technical champion? or the guy who killed his wife and 7 year old son? i think ppl arent so sympathetic toward chris benoit cos he killed his wife and his 7 year old son. and honestly. i think its quite hard to believe he did it.

but i think it does reduce our sympathy for him to some extent even though it really shouldnt matter. but the fact is IT DOES. for me. on the spur of the moment when i found out. it was more shock that he had killed his wife and son rather than grief for him.

its one of those things that make u think why u feel that way. the irony of it all is that u feel disappointed at urself for not feeling as sad as u like to. for judging him the moment u heard the news.

and thats the impulse. but fortunately, for me i guess, upon reading the articles, i began to feel more sorry for him. at the end of the day, lets apply the principle of charity here. lets look at his good points. and when u do that. he becomes a really impressive man.

rmb the way he cried at eddie guerrero's memorial? i think thats the truest sign of the good chris benoit. and he was on drugs, so maybe we could believe that the person that killed his wife wasnt the same person but rather a person stimulated by the effects of drugs.

alvin mentioned his favorite black and brown cats the other day. and that the black cat got hit by a vehicle.

and as absurd an analogy as this is. the worst thing abt death is theres always someone left behind. be it a family. a friend or just a brown cat.

heres one of my favorite quotes from forrest gump.

Mrs. Gump:

"Don't you be afraid, sweetheart. Death is just a part of life, something we're all destined to do. and I happen to believe you make your own destiny. You have to do the best with what God gave you.
Forrest Gump What's my destiny, Mama?
Mrs. Gump You're gonna have to figure that out for yourself. Life is a box of chocolates, Forrest. You never know what you're gonna get.

condolences to thaddeus and chris.

chem sucks.

2007-06-26T15:02:00.000+08:00

lol. lets just say todays chem paper was the worst i ever took. even though, i worked the hardest for it. and im still probably going to do really badly. i originally wrote a really long and angsty blog entry. but i just deleted it. aiya. just really on the spur of the moment angst.

but at least. AT LEAST. even if jolene tan writes another 'pls put in more effort next time' on my paper. ill know this time, shes wrong and i really gave it my hundred and 20 percent during revision. if only i didnt freak out during the paper. lol. sigh dunno why im so susceptible to exam panic.

Step 1: 20 lecture notes + 20 tutorials + 10? chem focus + 6 revision papers + 4 revision exercise + ur head ==> all the info inside my head.
Rate = k[lectue notes]^20[tutorials]20[chemfocus]^10[revision]^6[exercise]^4[head]

Step 2: all the info inside my head + thinking + writing + regurgitating + exam paper ==> info on exam paper
Rate = k[info inside my head][thinkin][writing][regurgitating]

unfortunately though step 2 is the rate determining step which i majorly screwed up.

oh well.

chemistry

2007-06-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

these few days have been filled with chemistry! haha. in all senses of the word man. lol. ive been spending time in my simei home mugging chemistry diligently. and away from the world. and surprisingly, i kinda enjoy the mugging now more than i used to. esp for chem. haha.

and thats what i mean. chemistry and me... maybe we have the chemistry. lol.

i must also point out the increasing amount of chemistry in the ppl mugging in school. after consistently going back to school to mug for a few days, i have noticed certain frequent couples mugging at secluded spots [i call them lone pairs. lol] in the school (almost <= disclaimer) everyday. lol. certainly, 2 is a company. lol. and maybe its an addition motivation to mug. =) haha

today i spent time mugging in school with si rui and betawesh (who came just before i was about to leave.) lol. waa. but had to leave early man. was feeling really sleepy and worn out. haha. but after sleeping at home felt refreshed. lol.

anyway, last week i was listening to the radio class 95 to be specific. [which could easily make one angsty with all the angsty love songs. esp if u listen alone in the middle of the night. haha.] and one day, they were talking abt wwe. and how many wrestlers have died so far. and WTMAN. i din realize so many of wrestlers died unnatural/accidental deaths. =( like eddie guerrero, owen hart, mr perfect, british bulldog, big boss man, yokozuna, and they named quite a few more. to speak of the more well-known ones. mostly cos of some drug related issues.. wow. really dangerous sport. =.=

thats why as the ad before wrestling always says: DONT TRY THIS AT HOME. lol.

anyway, ive realized what is the one thing that i think annoys me the most. haha. to say the least. and i find the hardest to forgive.

Girls who play around with guys emotions and guys who play with girls emotions. now, this is NOT COOL. shakes head.

but well, i guess some (maybe most or even all?) ppl like to be played to an extent cos it makes us feel wanted/needed and secure, even though in the end, it might actually do more net harm then good, maybe a part of me realizes that maybe whether it does more good or bad in the end does not really matter. after all, WHO has such far-sightedness anyway?

what we really want is that short lived instant gratification/satisfaction most of the times. haha. reminds me of the conversation me and si rui and daniel had in kfc at parkway on saturday after cip [supposedly, but actually din do much cos it rained.] lol. anyway, happiness is a relative state. meaning ur definition of happiness is defined by how much 'happier' or less happy it is from ur previous emotional states.

haha. so in a sense, its a temporary high. thats what ppl really want i feel. to feel that sense of highness/happiness for that one single moment, possibly in spite of the consequences. like drugs. tsk. [drugs are bad.] lol.

and i guess this realization is sinking in. esp when nowadays, 'unhelathy' relationships are getting more common. and in the past, i thought maybe id be doing my part by trying to prevent these things from happening. but in the end, the person most of the times, is just too stubborn or taken into the relationship that he/she just wont listen and in the end, u end up causing more heartbreak. [ironically enough.]

so now i just wait. and watch by the sidelines letting nature take its course. its painful course most of the times. but haha. i mean, the good thing is ppl always have fond memories of relationships. lol. and i guess thats good enough

and who am i to judge them anyway? haha.

snapsnap

2007-06-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

this week i learnt time really flies like arrows and fruit flies like bananas. lol. ytd i left a banana unpeeled on a plate for like 30 min. then after that, WTMAN WTMAN so many fruit flies. lol.

but yea. why the hols pass so quickly! i realize time flies on two occasions: 1. when ur enjoying urself 2. when the exams are coming! haha.

theres just so much to cram inside my puny mind in so little time! haha.

MONDAY
on monday, i went to school to have consultation with FCSONIC. which was not bad. cos fcsonic explain alot of physics questions to me. =) then after that, went to mug in the library for awhile then went to ps to watch oceans 13. woo. the movie was not bad la. actually. quite interesting. =) although i still dunno who the 13 ppl are for sure! and there are only 12 on the poster! Lol.

then after that, went to follow daniel to buy slippers. and the surf and turf slippers are so WTBOMB expensive. HAHA. aaron made a good point about going pasam malam and buy slippers! lol.

WTMAN la. pay like 50 bucks for brand name. lol.

then i went back home and watch silence of the lambs (on vcd)! QUITE SCARY LOR! im not surprised why it is rated as horror by some reviewers lol. hmm. maybe not exactly scary but very disturbing!

im like thinking this hols im going to watch some of the oldie blockbusters and this is one of them. haha. it was not bad a film la. but actually i think its a bit overrated. lol. but still very good.

but it won 5 oscars! haha.

oh ya. and that night, i had difficulty sleeping. lol. cos humji. lol. still thinking abt the movie. then scared lol. scared the cannibal eat me up! lol.

anyway, my favourite movie of all time is still FORREST GUMP! =D

TUESDAY
haha. then on tuesday i watched oceans thirteen for the second time! haha with xiaoting and xiuhuan. lol. we were at kobayashi first and we saw the boss losing his temper while his employees all remain so guai lol.

then after we watched the movie, we played this game called munchkins which is quite fun! haha. okay i think it will be really fun but i was a complete noob so not so fun. lol.

when ur noob at something that thing is never fun. LOL.

kfc the man oily la.

2007-06-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

LOL! kfc is so bomb oily la. im sure. i kinda regretted ordering kfc delivery. [dun sue me kfc. lol] should have ordered pizza instead. lol.

and my father told me last time when he was a teenagerhe used to eat 5 pieces of KFC chicken! WTMAN WTMAN. BOMB ALOT! haha. original recipe ones that is. i think its really IMPOSSIBLE to do that with hot and spicy ones. all the oil fluff and flour will just own u. LOL.

unless anyone wanna prove me wrong? haha.

but then again, my dad said last time whenever e ate old chang kee he'll eat six at one go. LIKE WTMAN. lol.

ahh. feeling queasy after the kfc. oh well.

today i just did the math revision exercise until i ko. lol. but still havent finish! haha. LOL. but not bad did an okay amount.

anyway, i think its so obvious when ppl are in love. aww. haha. and esp when ppl deny it. lol. that makes it funny/cute/nice to suan. haha. u know i think maybe i have a good eye at this sorta thing. i tend to notice things that other ppl dontnotice. HAHA. =)the more intelligent u are, the lesser ur gut feeling.something like high iq, low eq something gotta give. so me being stupid me has strong and accurate gut feelings and observations skills. HAHA.

i actually think its true. which would mean that my class would rely very much less on intuition. HAHA. actually i think thats true too. haha.

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and reading past blog entries makes me feel kinda weird. i cant believe those were written by me! haha. maybe time has created a new person out of me! maybe ill look back at this entry and have the same weird feeling as i had just now when reading through past entries. haha.

afternoon delight XP

2007-06-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

Afternoon Delight (Starland Vocal Band )
Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight
Gonna grab some afternoon delight
My motto's always been 'when it's right, it's right'
Why wait until the middle of a cold dark night?
When everything's a little clearer in the light of day
And we know the night is always gonna be there any way

Thinkin' of you's workin' up my appetite
Looking forward to a little afternoon delight
Rubbin' sticks and stones together makes the sparks ingite
And the thought of lovin' you is getting so exciting
Sky rockets in flight
Afternoon delight
Afternoon delight
Afternoon delight

Started out this morning feeling so polite
I always though a fish could not be caught who wouldn't bite
But you've got some bait a waitin' and I think I might try nibbling
A little afternoon delight
Sky rockets in flight
Afternoon delight
Afternoon delight
Afternoon delight

Please be waiting for me, baby, when I come around
We could make a lot of lovin' 'for the sun goes down

[Chorus]
Afternoon delight!

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this songs been in my head for awhile now. ever since watching anchorman at chin nams house.. which is a BOMB good show haha. its a pity ongnardo and si rui fell asleep lol.

HAHA. but the lyrics of this song is so anyhow. i think the italics lines the funniest. LOL. haha.

anyway, time flies and its the second week of the holidays already! haha. not really a good/bad thing actually. these few days have been enjoyable.

SATURDAY [SATurday lol]
no more landlubbers! LOL. i had a terrible inviligator imo. haha. okay lemme tell u why.

in the beginning of the test, he gave wrote all the useless information on the board like the time for each sections and all the really duh stuff. and impatient me got sian.. =.= we started the paper really late.
and then he gave us too little time to fill up our particulars.
then he didnt close the classroom doors so it was really noisy. i had to walk and close it la! im sure!
then he didnt write the times on the board! as in what time to start and end the paper.
then after that i told him to write the starting and ending time on the board. and he did but he wrote it according to his watch time which was super different from the clock time! haha. IMSURE la.
okay and the most MAN of all. is that he gave us break at the wrong time. which made us have to do 4 sections consecutively. which sucks! =.=

hai. where got inviligators like that one! i told my mum and she says its typical among inexperienced inviligators. they tend to write too much stuff cos they feel insecure that they might have left something out. haha.

SUNDAY
sunday i went out to mug with jiawen. haha. ehh. then mugged a considerable amount haha. and then went to eat subway (where jiawen din order any vegetables! haha) and then ben and jerrys haha. =) and we walked around toys'r us (did i get the apostrophe at the right place? haha) and there was this pokemon show going on at united square.

anyway, i nv get the attraction behind pokemon. haha. i didnt like them when i was in primary school still dont really like them now.

except maybe MACHAMP. HAHA.

MONDAY
so went to shoot at the outdoor range for awhile in the morning. haha. while brenda charissa weizhen and xinyun were there mugging! haha. but din really shoot much oso. haha.

then went home and went out for 01 BATCH OUTING. haha. okay i missed the movie part of it. but went in time for LAN THE MAN. haha. which was as usual i guess. haha.

then went to meet jiawen and hezhi for awhile cos they were mugging at bishan library and needed my PRO integration skills to assist. HAHA.

ya. then went to ri and the j2 scouts were there playing soccer. WOOOO! thats like second favourite pastime of scouts haha. ongnardo was the goalkeeper as usual. haha.

then went to the j1 room and stoned around and played cards with betawesh, paul and chin nam and mervyn came along and played as well. haha.

then we went to see the campfire which was like quite degen imo haha.

did i mention that scouts are the MAN? haha. come on. i always enjoyed batch outings. be it in sec 2 or in j2 now. seriously, the best bunch of friends in the world man. WOOOO!

01-2002 owns.

anyway, after that went to chin nams house! WOOO. to stayover! wooo. stayovers rock man. haha. we played bridge and then watched anchorMAN some bomb comedy. haha. then we slept for 10 hours! WTMAN WTMAN WTMAN. thats the longest ive ever slept in a stayover! haha. ongnardo took up alot of space on my mattress. LOL.

and chin nams house has alot of cool stuff in my opinion like a light sensor clock which rings every hour unless the lights are off and a funky toilet bowl that washes ur butt for u after u do ur business. [haha. did i rmb correctly? haha]

TUESDAY
then we woke up at like 2pm! LOL im sure. and i mugged awhile before we had lunch at some hawker centre. and we bought 'ANYTHING AND WHATEVER' which turned out to be [warning spoiler ahead] pepsi and chysanthemum tea [correct spelling?] respectively [spoiler ends]

WAA. they really spend so much money advertising! WTMAN. its only gonna be successful for awhile only lor..

then i went to school supposedly to mug but ended up playing CARDS im sure! haha. with junhao belinda and yensiang. haha. and i learnt a new card game which is super addictive but lasts like 2 hours! called 8-5-3. man good 3 player game. WOO

phew thats a long long entry.. WTMAN. i just took like 6 hours to type that! with breaks in between duh and after falling asleep! haha. blogging is fun man haha.

SAT: time to party!

2007-06-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

wooo.. its one more day before SATs. i think i go to the test centre bring snacks and start partying la. haha. hopefully the passage will be funny again like the may SAT one with the 'landlubbers'! LOL. haha.

wednesday i woke up early and saw it was raining then went indoor to shoot. and the j1s were there. oh yes. and me and vinod bought macs first! LOL. did u know ive been eating macs like everyday!?!?!? HAHA. once a day.

supersize me man. and now i just ate pizza. the AMERICAN LIFESTYLE man.

woo. anyway, my mum was marking some of her schools common test gp essays. and she was telling me she was assigned to the question:

'A sex education programme which preaches total abstinence is idealistic and ineffective.'

so the marking scheme was set out and the anticipated arguments for and against how a sex education program which preaches sex only after marriage etc.

haha. but the problem is that many students interpreted it as really 'TOTAL' abstinence meaning abstinence for life. meaning becoming monks, etc. lol as some of the students stated. so my mum now has the problem of whether to mark it as a misinterpretation or accept it.

haha. personally i think its a valid interpretation. its the questions fault. its vague. and we dont usually say total abstinence.

lol. but my mum brought it up to the school and the schools decision is to give them low content grades. like just pass even if the arguments are good. which i think is a real pity. cos some of the arguments the students presented are really not bad.

yea. and this is one of the many problems with language papers. questions can be vague and your interpretation always has the possibilty of being a MISinterpretation. hai.

science centre + hezhi is some man

2007-05-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

haha. im in the midst of mugging for SATs now. lol. so decided blog..

USHERING

tuesday was a very interesting day. LOL. starting off with cip in the mornign at the science centre. lol. i think i dun ever want to be an usher again. hahaha. my job was basically just hold this flag thing and direct the ppl to turn right. LOL.

'good morning, this way please.' it was okay for awhile. but not when you have to say it over 1000 times.

(literally.) haha.

occasionally though, i decided to add variation to the greetings to make my life more interesting. like i would say:

'this way please, good morning.'
'good morning, this way.'
'good day, this way please.'
'good day, this way.' RHYMES lol.

on one occasion, i even said, 'whatsup man.' to some playful kid lol. haha. and of course, i din say 'yo'. yo is the most uncool greeting. *nodnod*

MUG + science centre

ya, so after cip, i met ggy at jurong point and went to mug at jurong library. then after that went to eat KFC the man. and then i decided to go science centre see the exhibits cos very nostalgic. LOL. reminds me of last time all the times when we were small then go science centre.

lol. but ggy was unimpressed. science centre was a place he was all too familiar with.

so we reached science centre. and ggy (not me!) was thinking of ways of sneaking in. lol. but i obediently bought ticket. (ticket 6 bucks la. not 2 bucks!) and went in. ggy didnt buy a ticket cos 6 bucks really quite ex. lol.

anyway, so i was walking around inside by myself halfway, then, suddenly he call me and said that he was walking outside and suddenly it started raining and the science centre ppl open the doors and let all the outside ppl take shelter and then he managed to get in!

WTMANN! LOL.

so then ggy spent alot of time explaining the exhibits to me. and saying that the tesla coil he built own the tesla coil in science centre HAHA.

ya. science centre the exhibits really quite interesting. actually i think if u spend the whole day there quite worth 6 bucks haha.

ON THE WAY HOME

anyway, then i made my way home on this MAN long mrt ride from jurong to toapayoh. haha. and i bought sin ming re bao to read along the way.

HAHA. i thought could improve my chinese. but i read like 2 pages then i like wTMAN this is some super tabloid. lol. should have known better. improve chinese but im not sure abt intellect. lol.

ya. so i resorted to playing a super real tennis. and i was just abt to win one of the final matches then hezhi called me. and tell me that she eating fish and co wit h haiying and no money to pay! LOL. IM SURE.

so i stopped at ang mo kio and helped them pay for their meal. lol. [and kope their food as well XP]

and as usual. those two girls keep gossiping and gossiping and gossiping i couldnt help but lend a listening ear. haha.

then haiying left and me and hezhi walked around for awhile then we went home haha.

haha woo. that was tuesday. =D [hezhi havent pay me back yet! lol]

i just hope that time will heal THIS wound

2007-05-28T13:55:00.001+08:00

and im consumed by these emotions of guilt. i still cant believe that i lost my temper for just tt second. so much so that i could have lost control of myself. and i hit you.

at the wrong place at the wrong time.

the incorrigibility of sensations. as philosophers put it. u cant doubt the way you feel at this instant. and i feel guilty.

forgive and forget is easier applied to those around u. but the hardest person to forgive is urself. u set too high expectations for urself. ur the person u know best.

i can forgive but can i forget?

slowly i guess. i ll pick up the pieces and move on. and both metaphorically as well as literally, it IS a deep wound. and u need ALOT of time to heal a deep wound.

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last night was class outing! in which i came late, and i apologize. cos i wanted to think carefully abt what i did ytd.. hmm. but hai. tt aside, i tried to put it aside and enjoy myself. it was birthday celebrations after all. =)

pirates of carribean is one of the most non-logical movie ive seen lol. haha. the plot was complex but i think the whole plot was bounded by illogical links haha. but come on, it is hollywood after all. and americans arent really good at logic (george bush for example) LOL. but still i had a good time. =) it should be classified as comedy i think the movie. Lol. really quite hilrarious. haha.

haha. today i mugged quite abit. =) think im going down to potong pasir to shoot in awhile. i really like the range when it is empty. and quiet and peaceful. good stuff man. nice place to chill out. XP

im sorry

2007-05-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

even if the whole world forgives me, how can i ever forgive myself for what i just did?

and i dunno when i became so inhumane as to be able to still pick up so quickly and let things move on.

AHHHHHH.... i just wanna... =(

so whats been happening?

2007-05-26T10:49:00.000+08:00

so whats been happening around here?

haha. din blog in awhile haha. probably cos last week of school has been tiring to say the least. lol. and im still feeling alittle annoyed with myself for not waking up early enough to go shoot this morning. haha. but oh well.

the archers are back =) then it was ki common test. and then oh ya. i was 'persuaded' to go to rugby finals by certain classmates of mine. lol. but it was kinda worth it i guess. really quite nice seeing rugby win WOOOOOOO! i think this year rj's sports season quite ownage. haha. hodge/roshan would be happy lol.

yes.. and i had dinner with fellow scouty pouty chin nam after rugby final. at ajisen ramen. which was my first time eating it. I THINK haha. good dinner.

and the kfc at ppcc finally opened as ongnardo and me discovered and made our first purchases! HAHA. wooo. i predict itll be an archer hangout spot.. haha.

and when we were ordering food, we saw this machamp indian guy who walked up to counter and pointed to the whipped potato and asked if it was icecream HAHA. imsure.

haha those were the last few days of school! and now hols are here but ironically enough so are the CTs. in about 30 days..

wtv man. the champ is HERE.

philosophy

2007-05-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

woo. while i was mugging ki, i found this particular exercise that we did a long time ago. abt asking questions. basically, it was to help us differentiate between what we know and what we believe. and the differences between knowing and believing. and to show that ppl believe and know different things..

haha. theres no like follow-up after the activity. basically just to let urself know urself better i guess. here it is:

for each of the following, decide whether or not:
(a) you know it
(b) you don't know it
(c) you believe it or
(d) you don't believe it

1 There is life elsewhere in the universe (b)
2 Absence makes the heart grow fonder (c)
3 Your hand is in front of you now (a)
4 Colours exist in the world (a)
5 Shakespeare wrote Hamlet (c)
6 2 + 2 = 4 (a)
7 Miracles happen (a)
8 The world is round (a)
9 If you drop a coin it will fall downwards (c)
10 The sun will come up tomorrow (a)
11 You are not dreaming at the moment (a)
12 JFK was killed by a lone gunman (c)
13 Siberia exists and is very cold in the winter (a)
14 Men have landed on the moon (a)
15 Other people have inner experiences like you (a)
16 There is a spiritual dimension to the universe (a)
17 A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush (c)
18 Science can’t explain everything (a)
19 God exists (c)
20 Most of your beliefs are true (c)

my answers are beside each question in white font btw! =)

BAOZHA

2007-05-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcmmLvAYqkI

BAOZHA la! haha. thats one word to describe my h3 exam lol.

i feel like the world just exploded on me.. lol.

usually in h2 maths i would like proving questions, but not when we have 60 marks worth of proving. LOL.

this was a real THINKING paper. most of the time i just sit down stare at each 20 mark question which were all proving questions and THINK. lol.

maybe ill regret this

2007-05-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

maybe ill regret this. but then again maybe not. LOL.

typing this blog entry at 1139pm and the day before my h3 ALEVEL exam. haha. i think im okay prepared. just need to read through some last min bits but it isnt going in as much as i expected.. lol.

anyway, today i woke up stunningly early and mugged for h3 and didnt go to school for the civics and pe blocks.. and mugged until 10 am and left for school.

so i went by the backgate way. and had to call SUPER ALOT of ppl cos everyone nv pick up. finally ggy opened the gate for me. =)

after school, i ate this deliciously oily chicken drumstick LOL. SUPER OILY LA. but i like it. everytime i bite off a chunk of meat off there would be like a splatter of oil that would fly onto my shirt. HAHA. seriously. xiuhuan and limin can verify that. haha.

then went to study in the library for a while. and for gavel we had a party! LOL where everyone (except-.....) brought food. haha.

then went for the US UNI talk. and i think the speaker was super nervous or something. was like panting as she spoke. =.= and dragging the last syllable of the letters as she spoke. >< tts why we all should join gavel club to help in ur public speaking! NODNOD.

and one final thing which i havent forgotten!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIAO and LEONORA!!!!!!!!

woooo!

2007-05-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

PHEW! i decided to blog.. cos i jsut finished and shall go to sleep! haha.

accomplished.

goodnite! =)

GROSS!

2007-05-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

LOL. yesterdayy. i had a super gross encounter on the bus home. i was taking 157 back home from hci and cos there were no seats downstairs so i went to the second floor.

then when i went up and sat down. and there was like a SUPER MAN lot of that kind of reddish brown watery vomit. then it was like so man lot.. =.= AND the bus was jerking so fast back and forth, the puke basically flowed LIKE A RIVER al the way to the front of the bus. seriously from the back to the front. carrying along with it all the particles and noodle strands' along with it.

=.=

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todayy was quite a pleasant day. =D haha i like completely heaved a sigh of relief to hear chem test being postponed la. XP well done. im happy.

jiawen and i managed to catch the 30% student offer todayy for pastaman. =)) pastaman MAN nice i like.

anyway, then i went back for gavel. which was the last time i would be leading the tuesday section and honestly, haha. i hadnt planned anything much for todayy. and there were super few ppl todayy. hmm lemme see. zhenyu, doris, vivien, peini, michelle, jacquel(ine/yn) haha. and of course gordon the MAN. did i miss anyone out? haha.

so we basically just did table topics. haha. not bad la. AND YES, thanks everyone for the card again. =DD

and today was one of the few days in a LONG TIME i went home before sunset. lol. but i completely just fell asleep when i arrived. haha.

anyway, im mugging for maths test now. which i should do okay in. haha. but *as of now, i havent really gone through h3 maths yet even though the alevel exam is NEXT WEEK!?!?!?!?

*keyword: as of now: i will begin SOON. haha

SATs!

2007-05-06T18:30:00.000+08:00

SAT

WOOOO! it wasnt as bad as i thought. okay. haha. i woke up super early and made my way to ngee ann with a lack of snacks haha. =) thankfully lynette passed me something to eat haha. if not ill just ko. huangkaiyang and daniel ong were at the test center too.

so the paper started. andi was so suay. i got freaked out by section 2 la. but later on i found out it was the experimental not graded section. LOL. the section was really BOMB difficult. no wonder experimental. it was a grammar section then all the errors like SUPER HARD TO FIND cos the sentence structure so weird..

haha. before the test, ppl who had taken the test b4 were telling me that they all started to degen at section 6. actually i was starting to degen too at section 6 which was the vocab section for me... until i was reading the passage abt the Clovis(?) is that how its spelt? and then i saw the word 'LANDLUBBERS' then i thought MAN funny then i laughed for 5 minutes. haha cos in my head i was picturing this bunch of ppl lubbing other ppls land from out of the soil.

then i didnt finish section 6 =.= LOL. cos laugh too long..

but i was super pumped up for the rest of the sections. haha. opportunity cost. lol.

daryls birthday

then i made my way to orcahrd and met jiawen and went to think abt what to give daryl lol. so we walked around and ate icecream and went to the shop at taka that sells cute things (i dunno the name! LOL) but in the end i decided to give him a note (literally!) haha.

okay then we met at the village/marche at heeren where the food was man ex and the rosti that day happened to suck. haha.

haha. the j2s gave daryl a cake and some indian fhm.. lol. secret present under the table. LOL! and made daryl wear it.. WTMAN!

haha. then the special forces MANs had to leave cos they had dinner.. so i went with the j1s to starbucks and we ended up playing a super 'SOUR' version of truth or truth. LOL.

hezhis fault la.. lol. that it was so sour.. haha. then go and influence xinni and jiaying.. lol.

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anyway, this week got maths test! and i realized my complex numbers lousy! haha! =)

2007-05-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

i really dunno whats wrong with blogger la. HAHA. im sure i cant change the font color and do anything with the formatting.. ><

LOL. i m sure i just change to blogger then it give me problem..

ahh. okay today had physics test. which i only studied like this morning. but it was okay. just that mr francis chong who was inviligating was like keep LOOKiNG at my paper! and my CALCULATOR also! like want to see my calculations. SIGH LOL. it completely freaked me out la. then i think i made some mistakes after that. LOL. SO SCARY. teachers should nv do tt.

*nods*

then for KI we went for art musuem. lol. as sceptics and commenting on which pieces of art shouldnt be there. like there was this one piece of painting that was all black with smudges of white and blue over it and no one understood what it was supposed to be. LOL.

haha. i found it quite interesting. going to an art musuem and pointing out which pieces in the musuem u urself dun classify as art. haha. interesting.

anyway! i think SAT sucks la. first of all, i think some of the answers in my SAT book are wrong. secondly, i think in some cases, more than one answer is acceptable [BTW, more than one answer 'IS' and not 'ARE'. tricky grammar rule HAHA] esp for reading the passage. thirdly, it gives an unfair advantage to americans in that numerous of their examples are taken from their native context. fourthly, by narrowing language choices to four choices, it inevitably reduces the vibrancy of language into limited options. fifthly, i think some of the CORRECT sentences while grammatically correct, i think still can be better expressed. and sixthly, some of the changes make the sentences clumsier and more long winded in an attempt to make it grammatically correct. and seventhly, whoever said grammar and vocabulary are unchanging and objective. it is the differences in language that makes language special. like british vs american english, or even singlish. haha.

HAHA. anyway, all that being said, i still have to mug for it and hopefully do well on saturday haha. =)

ahh

2007-05-02T02:10:00.000+08:00

ehh i dunno whyy blogger like that la. i cant change the font color and stuff like that for my entries.. =.= ehh. What is this man. LOLLOL. at first blogger suck then switch to livejournal then lj suck then i switch to blogger, then now im sure blogger oso suck..

okay maybe im the one that sucks LOL.

anyway, todayy i woke up early to go for learning journey.. which was not bad actually though i wish we had longer time in the musuem. LOL. and i some man la. i lost my ticket haha. =)

xiaoting made me go out of the history section first. and then nelson and i played some SUPER ANTICLIMAX game of 2-man-truth-or-dare.

ahha then we went to plaza sing.. =) and ate pastaman lol. and yangtong follows my example and put man lot of cheese! XP but i think plaza sing pastaman not as nice as other outlets though. the cream very wateryyy.. =.=

lol hope they dun sue me. =.=

anyway, then went to watch spiderman threeeeeee.. HAHA. which was not badd i thought.. even though i dunno why ppl say the movie sucks.. although i think the entire movie could have been split into 2 movies actually..

[ ijust realized something.. sleepless nights if u split the 'sleepless' into 2 words will become SLEEP LESS nights. which completely changes the meaning lol.]

anyway, i love watching movies. but what i dun like is what i call the POST/AFTERMOVIE DEGEN. lol. i think everyone gets the feeling.. after watching showss. haha.

quote from spiderman : ' I LOVED YOUR FATHER AND I LOVE YOU TOO. ' haha.

2007-04-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

lonnggg time nv blog! haha. anyway, i went back to simei last weekend and for the first time saw my wardrobe after THE TERMITE ATTACK. lol. where this MAN bunch of termites ate like half of all my clothes in simei.. lol.

but my dad help me stuff in MAN lot of mothball. (until its so MAN smellyy..) i estimate abt 30 mothballs in my wardrobe. LOL!

and i keep overhearing sick things la! LOL.

like i was eating prata at bedok last weekend then the table next to me was talking so loudly abt like their 'intimate' experiences.. lol.

AND WHEN i was queueing up in the canteen today, i overheard a convo abt somebody sleeping with somebody. lol. okay ill spare u the details.

BUT REALLY what is the j1 batch coming to man!?!?!?! i actually thought i had heard it all. lol.

wednesdayy!

2007-04-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

the sky is falling la. todayy. rain like a man. lol.

super cold la.. lol. today was spa. LOL. it was do-able. but i think we should all be 'mr integrity' and not leak out the questions. (or the answers.. lol.)

ya so i went for training todayy. after a series of gavel interviews.. lol. first ran at the cemetery with weizhenn. not bad. then shot. and then it started raining.. like pouring out of no where.

RAIN LIKE A MAN. and i like kangrui's orange gummies. LOL! and brendas water bottle.. XP

oh ya! speaking of food.. the ri canteen was closed today la! HOW CAN LIKE TT?!?!?! learning journey still must open! LOL!

ya. so after that. aaron ask me to look for his wallet. but then he found that it was in his bag. and i joined sirui and ongnardo in looking for arrows out in the muddy 'BEST PLACE TO PITCH BASHA' [is that how its spelt?] field.

woo. then we went to eat dinner and then went home. =) NOT BAD. today was a good dayy. XP

PASTAMAN

2007-04-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

pastaman! woooo! haha. a new superhero that was born during todays chem lecture.. lol. haha. that shoots pasta and tomato sauce out of its hands..

anyway, i just woke up after napping just now.. todayy's been a quite uneventful dayy despite it ending quite late..

after school, i went to do the gavel discussion sessions again. and helped jacquelyn with table topics [which refers to impromptu speaking] ya.. woo.. come on. jacquelyn, GO OWN at the COMPETITION ON SATURDAY! haha.

and then had a MAN long discussion with chiaqi abt gavel exco.. lol.

waa. chem spa tmr.. im very sure i predicted the questions correctly.. natalie must get ready to owe me one drink. WOOOO haha.

todayy is monday

2007-04-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

ONE FINGER ONE THUMB KEEP MOVING ONE FINGER ONE THUMB KEEP MOVING ONE FINGER ONE THUMB KEEP MOVING.

WE ARE HAPPY AND GAY! =) -- somehow this song was in my headd!! LOL. i have no idea whyy..

anyway, today began with me waking up early like 5 am to do ki! WOOOOO! not bad discipline rite.. COME ON. =) then i ate breakfast in school believe it or not. and me with my SHEN 'coming on time' skills. finished just in the nick of time! WOOOO

and fcsonic commented today that he hasnt seen full attendance for our class in awhile which is true. every one is like gone! LOL. disappeared!

then we had gavel ONE TO ONE DISCUSSION SESSIONS (note*** not interview) LOL. okayy. i feel tempted to blog abt it.. but i cant. for confidentiality sake.. LOL.

okay then went for h3 in the POURING RAIN... degen la. the whole h3 session just degen.. lol. i was completely falling asleep.. sigh. and nikki and charlene quite not focussed todayy i think. not good (N) sit together at the back then distract each other =.= tsktsk.

oh and i ate laksa at toapayoh hub just now. i think NOT BAD eh.. lol. =) WOOOO. doesnt everyone just love laksa.. XP

[and YES im disturbed... even girls like xiaoting know more abt NS then me.. cant stand it..]

SATURDAY

2007-04-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

okayy. so saturday started off with me waking up LATE as usual. and had to cab to school to be on time for preparation for gavel summit. ya. LOL. and i was MANNING the registration booth. (Which is the perfect job for me cos only real man can MAN booths)

ya. so the ppl came. and chiaqi wrote a piece of instructions to the j1s on a piece of paper. but i had to rewrite it. cos HIS HANDWRITING JUST SUCKS and nobody could read it. XP

yupp. so the schools came.. and then there was this school(queenway) that sent this smallsmall sec 1 boy which immediately attracted all the girls with pedophilic tendencies. (like jasmine lol)

anyway, lol. the summit started on a VERY 'HIGH' note. with toastmaster MR. R.S. praising the gavel clubs sky high. LOL. chia qi was very pleased. XP and showed his appreciation with a equally impressive reply speech. XP

then we had refreshments (ALWAYS A HIGHLIGHT! i think i attend all talks and conferences for the refreshments.. LOL) before breaking up into groups for discussion. which i had to facilitate one group and it was okay at least to me. haha.

then after the summit, we sat around. and gordon was expressing his british mindset. LOL. but ahh. lol. then me and chiaqi ate at pastaMAN.

met chin nam and xiangjun to cut hair then xiangjun went to look for shoes. and then we went to ri to help prep for campfire. FUN TIME ARRANGING CHAIRS LOL.

then the campfire started. and we just sat at the top and partied. while yong and james had to be VIP bodyguards. =.= lol. and we ordered zinger.

then after the campfire, we went to eat ljs. and endded off a very fun dayy.. WOOHOO.

today is sunday. and i think sunday is extreme mugging dayy. cos we all push our stuff to last min. LOL.

fridayy

2007-04-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY. i just love fridayys man. as i was telling mie. my week like starts off energetically then the morale goes down in the middle of the week and then goes up again. and repeats. like some sinousodial graphh.. =.= lol.

anyway, todays physics spa was do-able. XP then chem tutorial was okayy. [waa i just realized its later than i thought. 1152.] lol

maths tutorial is when i started to DEGEN. lol. i dunno whyy le.. like fellasleep la.

then it was BREAK. and i talked to avonne for awhile and she gave me some more of the councillors popcorn.. lol.

then went for the 2017 thingg. and i think 6R just OWNED the class video! WOOOOOOOO! i like it man. put on youtube.. LOL. WOOOOOOOOOO!

then h3 chem. which was REALLY SOME BOMB. i falling asleep and din really understand some parts.. GG. LOL. demoralized..

then went to clean up the seminar rooms. for gavel summit tmr..

ATE MY FAVOURITE PASTAMAN for dinner and then went home.

i really love friday nights.. its like lol. randomly surf the web night. loll. cos like no sense of urgency and all. COME ON. dun u just love fridayys! XP

campfire tmr! and all the best daniao, alex and twins.. =)

WOOO

2007-04-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

today started off with sian lectures. and a MAN physics lecturer which no one could understand even though it was 'too easy' as proclaimed by him. REAL man.

Quotable random quotes:
'when man mix with girls too much, become girly man
when real man mix with girls too much, girls become MAN.'

'a bad student makes a good teacher, and a good student makes a bad teacher.'

then we had half an hour break and then went for a non-existent ki lesson. cos bernard tans sick.. ><

and we played pepsi cola! LOL. jonny, ggy and me..

then went to mugg alone first then with nelson edison xiaoting and limin. then the bunch of us went to pastaMAN to eat REAL MAN FOOD. and xiaoting was saying some theory abt how couples sit beside each other. while nelson started telling jokes. LOL.

then we walked back and saw the BISHAN MAN TALKING CUNNINGLY TO A SMALL UNKNOWING RI GUY!!!!!=.=.=.= chen ji la!

then yong james and the two hioks happen to walk by and i told them. and yong enthusiastically went to go look. lol.

ya then h3 which was okay. got my test marks back. okay i guess. =) then was talking to nikki abt scandalous j1s LOL. [which is completely true. as im going to say below.]

so then i went with jiawen to eat icecream and pepper lunch at orchard! lol. funfun. icecream really the man. XP and walked around orchard.

and WE SAW THIS SUPER intimate rj couple on the mrt. the guys hands were like EVERYWHERE LA. all over her legs. and leaning completely.. ARGHHH right in public.

EHHH. WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO MAN?!?!?!?! decency man.. LOL. sometimes, i think its more like PUBLIC DISPLAY of LUST rather than affection =.= (PDL) =.=lol

woo hoo first post!

2007-04-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

come on. wooo.. todayy. we went to eat with ri with ms jolene tan theWOOman lol. and she started offering us fries lol. and talked abt gossip in class. LOL. and about ... 3 pairs.. or pears. lol. wtv.

then went to mug at the library then i went to get something from annabel and she was saying abt the 2017 thing loll. then went back to the library then study. then i was talking to charmaine abt some nonsense in class lol.

then we all zao. xiaoting went for PICTIONARY.. (LOL i bet u super pro and OWN) while edison and alisha go to interview skills talk..

then went for archery.. and MADE THE BUS WAIT FOR ME! LOL.

then shoot lor at the range..

then had dinner with ongnardo and sirui. and the conversation once again became abt the good old 01 DAYS. WOOOOOOOO! campfire on saturdayy!

im back! =)

2007-04-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

the champ is BACK!

after a long long long long time using livejournal.. i have finally decided to revert back to THE ORIGINAL AND THE BEST --> the one and only blogspot.com. =)

i think livejournal quite lousy le.. it just keeps deleting my entries before i type them finish.. like i have no idea whyy the auto save draft function is like dead or somethingg. and if i accidently press backspace my whole entry just getss..... LOST in CYBER SPACE.. lol.

all livejournal users should switch to blogger! SAYS ME.

WOOOOOOOO!

ive moved!

2006-10-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

go here! dylanwee.livejournal.com

but dream is all i do.

2006-10-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. =) WOOOO! its been a really really stoned week i guess. haha. and i ponned basically everything there is to pon haha sighs. and its sad i guess. cos i see the whole world on some great euphoric high. and i feel like everyone has just left me behind.

ok not everyone. im very very grateful for natalie and cynthia ytd. who spent the time angsting with me. hahaha. =) sometimes, i wonder how come how creme of the crop in singapore. the supposedly smartest and brightest ppl can just be so PLAIN STUPID sometimes. lol.

and i guess. it saddens me sometimes. cos i was there for ppl who were down. when they were down. as in. i brought my own mood down to try and sympathetize with ppl who were sad and angsty and all that. but when the angst and sadness comes to me. its just sad to find these ppl erm. no longer want to be with me.

and its not one person i guess. its just a number of ppl hahaha.

but i guess its just STUPID of me to expect things like tt. and so i wont. well. i am thankful for the things around. and the things tt i have really. and even for the things i dont have.

and. im sick of 'That thing you do.' its such an angsty song with a pumped up upbeat rhythm that makes it sound so happy. and the befrienders were dancing so happily. i guess without even really thinking about the lyrics. i guess me and natalie were the only ones sitting down and SERIOUSLY ANGSTING to the song sighs.

but i guess in a sense thats life. isnt it. carrying on at its own hypocritical mediocracy.

but if life was unfair to everyone, wouldnt tt be fair? [haha think about it.]

blehx! this week!

2006-10-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha. wooo. im back. and my tagboard is down! sighs. -.- tts just sucks man im sure.

woo anyway. im just glad. that i got things sorted out in my life now. and things beginning to slowly fall in place. hmm its been a really happy life with its up and downs ill admit. but its worth it la.

woah. theres like so much to blog abt. really really. hahah. like betawesh birthday party. archery. hmm. so many thingsss! oh man.

hahaha. its such a wonderful journey of life isnt it? with all the strengthening of faith. all the believing and all the running and the countless things that happen. hmm yea. and im sorry for angsting LOL. yea. im much much much better now so u ppl can relax. WOOO!

so yea. im just smiling and living my life happily now cos with God theres always a reason to smile hahaha. =) hmm. so im just enjoying this journey. hmm. even though the final destination might seem distant now.

but whatever it is. ILL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP you there! =D

cheers ppl. [proper entry coming up soon.]

wooo!

2006-10-06T12:17:00.000+08:00

(btw, i know im being very brief and im missing out things. and its not tt you're unimportant to me or something. its more like. im sian of typing la. and entries already so long zz.) sorry.

hahaha. i realized i havent had a proper blog entry since exams were over! woooo haha. too pumped up then forgot to blog hmm.

okay. lemme start with Class outing! haha. =) Class outing after physics was fun! haha. first we took mrt to orchard and ate pepper lunch. [then xiuhuan erm. pangseh. lol.]

pepper lunch was some man haha. like limin said 'dog food!' -.- im sure.

so we stoned around lalalala boing boing. and decide wad to do. and in the end, we decided we should just stone around lol. 'notice the irony of the two sentences.' lol. so we bought some MANLY tiger beer icecream. and play zong ji mi ma. like man. with like 1- 100000000 or something. GG la take man long.

yeap then our class split and me alexx xiaoting jonny dn. went to lan. lan was okay la. lalalala

kk, thats about it for class outing.

saturday.
i woke up MAN late. and immediately went for the church children's day function hahaha. =) isnt it good to be a kid again? LOL.

sunday, went to eat roti prata b4 church start LOL. then church. then i spent some time giving p4 science tuition waa. and Primary school science is SERIOUSLY GETTING HARDER AND HARDER. LOL.

and then. i went home. and my two small small cousins came and visit my ahma! haha. =) then the house man noisy LOL. [actually my house always man noisy haha. cos got ppl like me! LOL] hahaha. but i think children are really sweet. and innocent. hmm. which is really a sad thing sighs. cos it makes u see how much the world corrupts ppl. and its true.

sighs. im beginning to fully comprehend why the Bible says that someone who is friend of the world is an enemy of God. really i think theres alot of time. even i would like to think that at least maybe some good things come from this world. but i guess ive realized otherwise. hmm. =) which isnt BAD THING really. cos it just makes me love God more! =)

hmm. just reading the last paragraph makes me consciously realize how much ive changed for the better. =) keep smiling!

HAHA. monday was DG.
at yoshi. and yoshi is quite a nice place. =) hmm and we were learning about spiritual warfare and defence against it. hmm. which i think is really useful. =)

yeap. then i think i went home to stone. =)

wednesday.
i was training in the morning. haha and i got my bow. haha. MATRIX MAN WOOO! haha. wasnt too pumped up about tt. just quite happy tts it. and then me natalie and lynette did bow training cos we seriously MAN weak liao. haha. =)

then went down for the emceeing again hmm. lol. emceeing is actually a lot of stoning haha. cos u basically have to stone a MAN lot during the performances. haha. =) doing nothing lala.

Thursday
then thursday hmm. morning went (late as usual) to PW lecture LOL. and having during lecture hungry and went for breakfast haha. =) after lecture, i went to meet chiaqi and sonya to discuss emceeing hmm.

then after tt, i went for class CIP discussion hahaha. WTman. and i KNOW hwee and her friend xinhui were laughing at our class la hahaha. =) i m sure haha.

then went for archery souvenir making. haha. it was okay la. haha. what can i say. haha.

then natalie ongnardo and all tt went for movie i think hmm. but i couldnt go la. sighs.

emceeeing again. and lots of stoning. haha. Wtman.

Then i had church. patrick and all the ppl were there. hmm and yea so we practiced playing hmm. which was fun la though it ended late. zzz. like 10. haha.

oh yes! and i got home and HAD A MAN MAN MAN MAN msn convo with xiaoting haha. quite a ROFL convo. haha. with like shoot shag marry. LOL. then it turned into questions like who u wanna marry in class hahaha. =) and seriously then i was like narrowing down one at a time to xiaoting and when i ended up with one person. LOLLOL. okay enough said. and xiaoting says alot of retarded funny retarded stuff i realized. HAHA.

TODAY! friday.

woke up and typed half of this blog entry. and went ot sch to do emcee stuff again.

hmm. then i went out with charmaine jungkai and chiu kuan. to eat macs haha and talk haha. =) whcih was fun! xP. i love chats lalala.

yup so then i went home and here i am now. haha. and in a reflective mood cos i just a few reflective msn convos hmm impressive.

AND ARE U REALLY MURUGAN (on my tagboard)?!?!?!

17 signs if you're in LOVE

2006-10-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

SEVENTEEN U LOOK AT THEIRPROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY
[dylan's reply: hmm i do look at ppls dp. sometimes. not constantly. and its a number of ppl not one person. and sometimes, i look at the dp. and wonder why they put such an ugly pic of themselves as dp LOL =) haha. im not mentioning names. lol. but its probably not u la. lol xP]

SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEMLATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOUSTILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUSTTWO MINUTES AGO.
[dylan's reply: hmm. quite a long time ago maybe lol. =) but nowadays not so liao. most of the time. i just think Wtman. waste my phonebill. haha. =D]

FIFTEEN:YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER ANDOVER AGAIN.
[dylan's reply: hmm this once i do once in a while. but a few ppls chatlogs not one person.]

FOURTEEN:YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'REWITH THEM
[dylan's reply: no i SAI MURUGAN PUNDIT LOL]

THIRTEEN:YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'REAROUND.
[dylan's reply: hahaha actually. i feel shy with alot of my close friends for some weird reason. haha.]

ELEVEN:WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEARTBEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAMETIME
[dylan's reply: fallacy. contradictory premises.]

TEN:YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.
[dylan's reply: i smile when i hear alot of ppls voices. for example. i smile when i hear ric flairs wooooo.]

NINE:WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEETHE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOUSEE IS HIM//HER.
[dylan's reply: hahaha. sometimes its like tt.]

EIGHT:YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,WHILE THINKING OF THEM
[dylan's reply: I LISTEN TO ANGSTY LOVE SONGS.]

SEVEN:THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
[dylan's reply: no la. but i think about alot of ppl. i also think about wwe.]

SIX:YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.
[dylan's reply: body odour la]

FIVE:YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILINGTO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUTTHEM.
[dylan's reply: sometimes haha. used to xP but doesnt mean anything.]

FOUR:YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, ORANYTHING TO SEE THEM.
[dylan's reply: ill do anything to see SHAWN MICHAELS!]

THREE:WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...
[dylan's reply: hmm what do you think? LOL. ahh. actually i was thinking about what im going to do later in the afternoon.]

TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, youdidnt notice number twelve.
[dylan's reply: HAHA. i didnt notice! xP]

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silentelylaughing at yourself.
[dylan's reply: imlaughing at myself thought not really silently.]

[wooo! so are u in love? if u are must tell me hor WOOOO! btw. i koped this from some friendster man.]

chemistry

2006-09-28T15:16:00.000+08:00

sometimes, u wonder why or how a single thought, a single word can hurt u so much, cos the truth just comes crashing down onto u.

its not about the chemistry paper. well but then again. maybe it is. hmm. im going to pass hmm and hopefully a B i think. and consdiering i completely didnt study nitrogen compounds. i think it was quite okay. its an okay grade.

but yea. i really cant believe it. at the start of the paper, i was completely not focussed. not focussed at all. and in the first hour i did only 10 marks. which is super just a complete waste of time. and then. i got my focus back in the second and third hour. but i had to rush like crazy. i mean 90 marks in 2 hours. must really write super fast. -.-

but im ok with it. im okay with the result of the paper. im alright. its just tt. the thought just came to me. the thought just struck me. of how closely this chemistry paper actually represents how ive lived my life...

=( hais. off to reflect.

silly me. =)

2006-09-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

silly things make me smile. hmm. and sometimes, i wonder. why i get so happy even by the smallest things. meaningless things that wont last.

hmm. for i know the same things that are making me smile now wont last. hmm. and if i hold on and carry on like this, when these things go. ill be empty inside again.

Let me fill myself with things that last for eternity!

today was maths paper. =) haha not bad. but i was kinda overambitious la. i wanted to finish the paper in 1h30min. half the time. hahaha. come on. chandi taught me well. =) and surprisingly, (cos i hardly practiced xP) i managed to keep to that time until question 12. when i reached there it was about 1hour 10 min. liddat.

but then after that i completely GGed. i took like 1 hour 30 min to do question 13 and 14. LOL. my brain just ko-ed. tired like a man. seriously. ko.

if i had done the first part slower i would still not be so ko. sighs.

yea. then after the paper. mie was teaching me organic nitro compounds for awhile. then i went home and forgot to study with chin nam! (zzz. paiseh.)

then i was still so man tired. i went to take a nap. then ended up sleeping for 5 hour. seriosuly the maths paper just made me ko. hahaha. i completely ko-ed. seriously some stage 10 REM sleep. LOL. then hp got 4 missed calls oso never wake up. lol. eh paiseh la.

GG. i predict chem tmr. my hand will very pain. after writing (or rather trying to write) out the answers. zzz.

GO ME! cheers ppl jiayou!

smile!

2006-09-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

yet another day, rambling on about the meaninglessness of the world.

hahaha. today was supposed to meet daniel and weilin they all at libraryat 8/9am. but i ended up sleeping until 12 hahaha. pok.

then went and reached school at like 1 + and did maths. hmm. i think im quite prepared liao. my maths should be okay. =) i was mugging with joanna then dAnIel was like some hot property. cos dunno How to do only go asK him LOL some maN la. lol. and theres something wrong with my keyboard. the Capitals ARE UNINTEntIonal> SEriously loL. therES SometHing WronG WITh the sHifT key lOl LOL.

ok i think its working now. lol. then nelson Came to study with us oso. along with. erm. (eh i dUnno that girls name.) LOL ahhhh girl X la. GIRL X. dunno what the name. but definitely is XX and not XY one. HAhaha.

yea. then xiaoting call me and came study with us oso. we mugg mugg mugg. then xiaoting started talking man again. like abOut lightbulbs again. lol. must be too much physics liao. must be.

wooo> Come on OWn maths tMR! WOOOOO!

Dreamy me. =)

2006-09-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

have u ever had one of those days when everything just felt like a dream?

and the shadowy images of people around you just seem so hazy. and walking by saying hi to faces you've seen a million times over and yet seem so unfamiliar. like a tv commercial repeating over and over.

and looking at the eyes of familiar strangers. eyes like tunnels running deep into a void of emptiness and nothingness within.

eyes are the windows to the soul...... but what if i dont like the view?

Dreams are just dreams when they're stuck inside my heart. but then again. maybe the whole world is. nothing but a figment of my imagination as perceived by the windows of my soul.

Laugh at me if you want. but isnt that in actuality what life is. nothing but a meaningless dream. We're all sleeping in the beds of heaven right now. dreaming a common dream of this little fantasy life. this 100 year life of which i have only dreamt 17 years. and at times it seems so long.

an hour seems like a minute a second seems like a day. but what is a 100 years compared to eternity? -- nothing but a naptime between lunch and dinner of a child of God. and at the end of it, it will all be just a dream.

I dreamt before when i was very young that i was an astronaut and was the first man to Mars. In my dream, i was probably one of the most famous and best astronauts there was. but when i woke up, nothing in my dream mattered. i was still like the 7 year old boy that i was at that time.

but isnt that what life is all about? The day we die, we're going to wake up and realize that nothing, no achievement of ours on earth ever mattered. A vapour in the wind. Blown away through the dust and forgotten.

RJC. scholarship. money. promos. career. achievements. just a chasing of shadows. A soon forgotten dream.

Beauty conceived by the eye is temporal. No man has perceived the beauty of eternity.

One day, the earth will fade. God's green and blue spongeball will one day stop dancing around His campfire. and the little tiny man living on top of it trying to make sense of life on it is. failing to realizing that we are no bigger than the bacteria living around us.

What a mockery isnt it? But who can deny the fact that this is the truth? Come on guys. jiayou for promos! even though at the end of the day its not going matter! =) Dreams don't matter.

But then again. maybe im not taking the promos at all. maybe i'm still the astronaut. =) still living in a fantasy world not unlike this one. but of course it wouldnt matter whenever im dreaming that i am an astronaut or a student. At the end, itll all be just a dream.

but i definitely would agree that it was an enjoyable dream. =)

Is mathematics beautiful?

2006-09-24T19:11:00.000+08:00

Mathematics in this sense is a form of poetry, which has the same relation to the prose of practical mathematics as poetry has to prose in any other language. The element of poetry, the delight of exploring the medium for its own sake, is an essential ingredient in the creative process.

that for ur info. was not written by me. =)

valuable lesson.

2006-09-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

[add] hey avonne! =) haha. kinda touched by ur tag. haha. yupp. but if u would keep reading on this blog entry. u would realize that im much happier now haha. =) yupp. but anything, ill still know how to contact u! haha. and yupp. u too, k? anything just sms me. God loves u too! =) [/add]

I really learnt one of the (I feel) most valuable lessons of life today.

In times of doubt like this, with the stress level, with the suicide, etc. I’ve think I have begun questioning God and I think some doubts have started to formulate.

But I realize something. And I think ppl should really realize this too. Remember that this is a fallen world. This world is filled with sin, disappointment and at times just seems hopeless.

And in times, like this, sometimes, I forget the hope that we have in Jesus who died for us. And maybe I indulge in despair. and disappointment. That’s when I take to heart the verse:

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

Sometimes, in our own anger, in our own disappointment, we question God, and we ask Him why he hasn’t done this, or done that? And the disappointment and fear in our hearts then rule over our life and not the Spirit.

And then before we know it, soon, we begin losing our tempers, losing our patience at ppl we care about. And then these people get disappointed in us, and they begin to question too. And then it goes on. A vicious circle.

Then we ask, when will this circle end? When will this cycle be finished? And I realized the answer. ALL OF US should stop the cycle.

When we might question, ‘Why has God allowed this to happened? He is all powerful. Shouldn’t He stop bad things from happening?’ and the answer is yes. He definitely would love a world without sin or despair. and that’s why we are all called here.

We all were meant to live God’s perfect and divine purpose. And it is very easy to point out other people who do not follow this and get angry and disappointed at them. But do we even realize that by faulting others, we ourselves have not lived God’s purpose in us. For the bible says, ‘Do not judge, or you too will be judged.’ And then I realize that might just be a very accurate description of the state we are in now. All of us are judging and being judged.

But why do we look at the speck of sawdust in our brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in our own?

And I think all of us would like not to be judged for our flaws and instead be forgiven. But instead of asking or even begging for forgiveness from others, let the changing and healing begin with us. Let us first forgive others.

Instead of questioning others on whether they have done their part, ask ourselves whether we have done OUR PART? God can do miracles and wonders through all of us. And God has done His part by placing us here, and providing for us. But have we done our part by living out His will alone?

I think ive come to realize this these few days. And honestly, it really has had such a big positive impact on my study. I just finished almost two weeks worth of overdue revision, in 2 days. =D I REALLY REALLY thank God for blessing my study. oh man. I really want to give thanks to God for blessing my study man. Woahh. I just realized that’s almost 7 times as efficient.

Oh man. Really. Im amazed. Woaahh. And I still got time to blog like this. Haha.

Woo. I hope ppl who read learn something from this too haha. But I guess if u remember only one thing from this entry, remember this:

The world and circumstances aren't going to change unless YOU CHANGE FIRST!

Cheers ppl!

=)

2006-09-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

small things make me cry. tears of sorrow and tears of joy.

but in the end, yet again, i seek the Lord and the Lord provides me with the strength to carry on. The Lord is my shephard, and my provider.

but i must say i was really touched by my classmates ytd. oh man. haha. i think this is getting mushy. now i think of it, im go plan i didnt act rashly and change class in the beginning of year. haha. patience. haha. =)

im just getting really touched being surrounded by people who care. =) sobsob. thanks ppl. i know i might have done alot of wrong things before. but im just so glad tt in the end, as the Word says: perfect love drives out all fear. =)

A friend loves at all times. hmm. =)

ggy alaris xiaoting alex weilin. im sorry i pangsehed u for so long. sighs. but yea. everythings fine now. =) and i really appreciate ur care and concern. =) thanks ya.

and im truly sorry if i hurt anyone. really.

today was some man day. haha mugging physics. then went to nanyang girls' boarding school to erm. look around. HAHA jking jking. im sure. for discipleship group la. haha. =) but quite man la. im sure me and johnson the man the only 2 MAN haha.

hmm. Gods word really spoke to me i guess. especially with james 3. hmm. i see the importance of reflection even in times close to promos. =) pray all the time! haha.

anyway, yea. ppl cheers! hope everyones well! jiayou!

no mercy (part II)

2006-09-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

wooo! today was no mercy part 2. LOL.

but first of course there was lessons b4 first.

in the morn, went to archery table to man. haha. its really been a man long time since i like went for archery lol. sighs. i guess its like a shift of focus now. hmm. but ill go back to shooting after promos i guess. =)

chem lecture! wooo! i got full marks for chem test! LOL. full marks as in i answered all the parts i studied one correctly haha. =) impressive. WOOO!

physics lecture. superposition! but i ended up doing maths instead haha.

break! i went to eat yong tau foo. some man. is the big egg the same price as the small egg? LOL. random thought.

KI! the place was cold like man. =) and me being an ethical person (unlike alaris lol) didnt kope anyones jacket but instead endured the freezing cold. now thats cool.

lunch! we spent time looking for HUIQI THE MAN. haha jking jking. cos she dunno where she go after her gp class. haha. then after that she signed the pw report then we all go hand in. rather, me and xiuhuan. then xiuhuan come say dunno what kinda things about me. sighs. -.-

physics and maths tutorial! was doing the september revision exercise! LOL =) cool cool.

then after school, went to meet bel, charissa, michelle and william to talk about sv tmr. hmm. yeap. i think to an extent im still feeling the effects of it. sighs. but i guess time heals all wounds rite? =)

NO MERCY! haha but actually today not really no mercy. xiaoting, guangyan and charmaine all come and no mercy mugging with me. waa. mugg until like man. but until like 7+ only la. haha. so not really no mercy.

hahaha. but honestly honestly, im really grateful for the company. (oh yes! i oso must acknowledge the other 6r ppl who were mugging oso. haha like chiu kuan for example haha =) ) hmm. i rmb at the beginning of the year, i didnt really enjoy the company of the class. but i guess now its change huh. yea. i guess. i nv really gave 6r a chance in the beginning of the year man. sighs. sorry. -.-

not bad not bad. i was more focussed today =) haha. i shouldnt daydream so much! =)

anyway, yea i guess thats all for now. haha. mugg like man! WOOO! cheers!

Like man.

2006-09-15T03:45:00.000+08:00

waa. its been a good week. hmm =)

ytd. me guangyan and alex decided to show no mercy for chem test today. so we were saying stay over in school until this morning and mugg chem. and dun sleep. [sleep is optional.]

but they all lousy man la. =) alex 6 pm ko liao. guangyan quite impressive 9 pm ko. but i the man la. 11 pm then ko. come on. im so motivated. 10 hours of chem non stop. =) imba.

yea. then ytd, i received a phonecall telling me about the suicide. yea. =( i was quite =( then i was being quite dao during the pw discussion online last night. sighs. like a man. but yea. i m better liao. been reading on God's promises.

sv
yup. then this morning sv. lincoln initially wanted to say a prayer. for yea. the suicide guy. but yea. we decided not to in the end. cos we decided to wait for the school admin to make a public statement first. so i think we'll probably do it on next tuesday.

hmm yea. then the civics period. i could tell ppl were quite stunned and saddened and all. yea. but i already knew la. so it wasnt so bad on me. but yea. the fact tt it was somebody i personally knew was quite bomb. sighs.

chem test.
hmm. it was quite good la. HAHA. no mercy. all those i mugg liao i know how to do! =) woo

.....[the school day continues.]

physics tutorial
erm. alot of ppl in the class didnt realize tt there wasnt physics tutorial. why ah? LOL. =) erm due to poor communication system. LOL. raufie tell physics rep. physics rep supposed to tell everyone (not just someone LOL) in class. haha.

yea. so i basically spent the tutorial time chatting with rachel, xiatoing chiu kuan nelson and jiaqi. hmm. talking about suicide and depression and like the MR BROWN show! haha. =)

maths tutorial.
i look up at the clock see the time: 2:10pm. i rest my head on the table for awhile. then i look up to see the time again: 2:50pm. need i say more? LOL.

yea i just finished pw. yea. now im going to physics spa revision. hmm. =) wooo. gogogo.

The light of the world!

2006-09-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

another reflective post! =D [ignore it if u want to.]

hmm. dun you feel sometimes, tt the world has gone so wrong? that maybe sometimes, everything is a big mistake and youre a part of it. hmm.

its it times like this. that the Lord and faith inJesus that truly sets me free! haha wooo. i mean. i know. that Jesus died for us. and that all our sins are forgiven. and God works in ways we cannot see. and He will cause all things to work together for our good! [man so many ppl have told me tt verse these few days! haha.]

All the earth will declare that Your love is everywhere!

LEt's all love and care for each other man. =D dont let fear truimph over love. remember. the Bible says the perfect love drives out all fear. =)

There always is hope! =D we're fighting a battle that has already been won 2000 years ago. =) wooo.

Be joyful always. and rmb to thank God in all circumstances ya? =)

hehe. anyway. jiayou all for mugging! (for chem test tmr.) wooo haha. =)

The way the truth and the life! =D

2006-09-10T17:37:00.000+08:00

im listening to hillsong now. LOL One Way. haha.

like man la. hahaha. i think church today was really good. lalala. i think the sermon spoke to me. yupp. =) hahaha. but im like such a lazy man. and lazy to type out. ahhh.

anyway, BTW ytd some man. i went to macs for my usual late night study. lol. then im sure i studying in macs lalalala then my slipper just baozha and break. haha. when i wasnt even walking la. i just sit down and literally shake leg. then my slipper just break. WAA LIKE MAN.
then i had to walk home barefoot la. zzz. and my house like 500 m or something away. and i think the ground MAN dirty. zzz.

HAHA. quite funny. i like i like.

i need some motivation to study now. haha. i rmb my uncle said b4, last time he study man hard in university to impress all the girls. HAHA. =) not bad not bad. i think i should adopt tt motivation too. HAHA XP.

cheers ppl! im going to study liao XP. =)

salvation army day. =)

2006-09-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

woo. haha. =) i think today was on the whole a good day la. =)

wee. i woke up today. and had like a bad start to the day. cos i woke up late. and started manning around abit. sighs. but anyway, after tt. it was okay liao.

so yupp. i took taxi to salvation army for our performance there. LOL. my church that is. =) hmm. yea. so we were supposed to perform from 12-1. and then we all reach there at like 1210. LOL. =) quite funny. then we anyhow rush rush set up our equipment. =) haha. yea. and the speaker really like man haha. the sound quality really not cool.

anyway, make do la. it was quite a small speaker la. hmm.

anyway. yea. i think our practice sessions were better. lol. but yea anyway, nvm. then we went out and ate the FIVE STAR chicken rice haha. xP.

yeaps. then after that we went back again. at 3. for the second performance. hmm. yeap. =)

then we each recieve a voucher as thanks. =) hmm. yeap.

yupp. then i went home and sleep!

haha i just heard ongnardo got owned by wymer. LOL. some man. in the archery comp. LOL. benny the man oso. haha. =) wooo. haha. i should go train soon. nodnod.

anyway, yea. i should start mugging now! haha GO ME! wooo!

lazy afternoon! xP

2006-09-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

the hols (WHAT HOLS? haha) are coming to an end. anyway, yea. today was a fun day haha.

chem focus test!
morning was chem focus test which like the whole school attended haha. =) me and yong thought its 3 hours la. haha. =) then in the end like 1 hour plus. impressive impressive. i very happy lol.

but i got an impressive 9.5/40 haha WOOOOO! standing ovation. slightly less than 1 quarter not bad not bad. =)

lazzzy afternoon haha.
haha. then i stoned around trying to figure out some of the answers for a while b4 with mie to macs for breakfast. =) supposedly breakfast but then like 1 min too late haha.

mie the bomb la. eat so man fast. seriously double my speed la. Wtman. no mercy. ok its like. i finish my fries only. she finish the whole meal liao WTMAN seriously WTMAN. (including drink.) i seriously standing ovation.

anyway, yea. then we went back to school and went library to study. haha. =) and ended up like talking about like creation vs evolution, history, science, religion haha. =) not bad not bad. philosophical indeed. but its really good. and really makes me reflect alot. about everything and nothing in general. haha.

hmm. ive been thinking alot about existence and the world and all. and this reminds me of Ecclesiastes (a book in the Bible if u didnt know) hmm. meaningless! haha. =) i guess everything on earth is transcient man. sighs. a vapour in the wind! haha. our small insignificant life compared to the rest of the universe haha. =)

hmm. anyway, yea. so we were mugging. and then jenny came. jenny is some machamp. LOL. =)

hahaha. yupp. then we went out of the library to go to the block A area to use mies laptop. haha. =) and basically see all the stuff inside haha. =D yupp. then after that. went home liao. =)

hehe. so MAN slack la. =) but i very happy. haha. i like lazy afternoons haha. =D LOL. sooo fun. but theres going to be very little of it next term. =( sighs. anyway, jiayou all who are mugging! (which is supposed to be everyone. SUPPOSED TO BE!)

and goodluck ongnardo, mingwei and hwee juin for ur comp tmr! =)

siandiao.

2006-09-07T15:29:00.000+08:00

studying for promos is making me just sian diao. =( ahhh. Wtman. i must concentrate and studyyyy. oh man. i cant always like tt. i cant let all anything distract me! WOOOOO!

if You hold me now, in Your arms and never let me go.

' annalyn ♠ says:
den we heard lynette's siren reverberating through the range frm the 30m board

haha. im sure. LOL. she was telling me about how ongnardo split lynettes arrow. =) but split arrow is really machamp lol.

cheers ppl!

=D wednesday of hols!

2006-09-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

im really glad im getting better now. =) im kinda sian tt today i ponned archery but yea. its done man. sighs. =( im going to shoot tmr i think. hmm [im asking ongnardo rite now LOL]

woo. im just glad. im back on focus again. =) after all the strings of not good thoughts. hmm. yesyes. im surviving. and happily mugging chem now. i think chem is quite fun lor. i quite like organic chem! xP. better than physical chem at least.

i officially like ki and chem. maths and physics are okkkkk. zzz. =(

MONDAY
hehe. monday was mugg outside day haha. =) yup. at first i was supposed to meet chayling at tampines library and study there. but like when we reached there. then the place completely packed like man. =(

sighs so we went like airport. and studied at like polar cafe. then macs. then got chased out of macs and went back to polar again. haha. =) but overall it was quite productive. i studied ki and chem. and i think chayling managed to do maths oso! haha. WOOOO!

Tuesday!
yesterday was maths makeup lesson! haha. =) mr koh was giving us a lecture. or rather erm. giving some comments about our ettiquette at somebody elses house! haha.

maths was enrichment as usual. sighs. ><

then after tt i went eat pastaman with xiaoting, charmaine, and guangyan. =) haha. pastaman WOOOOOO!

then we went to bishan library which was crowded like a man. sighs. and then lalalala. around and there were alot alot of st nicks girls la. kope all the good seats.

then we sat on the floor lor. the whole day was more of a physical workout then a mental workout lor. sighs. -.- haha. and xiaotings mp3 keep dying. the powerbattery no power man COME ON.

so yea. mugg mugg mugg. then after tt. xiaoting had to leave and i left with her. [due to some awkward....... seating position LOL]

then i went to pastaman again. to eat dinner. with like joanna who had been mugging at pastaman WOOOO! haha.

then i went to church. haha. for the usual prayer and praise. =) and pastor woon was there. haha. the worship was good. =) and the session was good too. it was about forgiveness. hmm. which i think its really appropriate. hmm.

today.

mug like man. fullstop. need i say more?

haha. im so happily listening to pumpedup songs now! i rock man. =) haha. i guess. ive left a lot of things to the past now. i mean. yea. =( its sad and disappointing if i just keep thinking about what could have been. or what i could have done better. man.

chatlogs can be quite saddening. when i read, then all the emotions come back again. =( of what could have been. but im just living today and now . im just concentrating on the stars of the future and not the scars of the past. ive been happy!

take care! and God bless!

im happily recovering. =)

2006-09-06T12:47:00.000+08:00

hey! everythings turning out fine now. =) i guess. its all coming into perspective. =)

i must mug. mugging is the man wooo! haha. =)

ive got to be strong!

=(

2006-09-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

oh man. i just had a tough few days man. =( seriously, i nv expected it to be so difficult. =( and physically draining. oh man. i m so weak. im falling sick man.

i think i should tell ppl this. just in case, its anything. but i seriously doubt it. im having strange symptoms. like i think i might have some ear infection. theres like pus in my ear. zzz. and theres the swelling under my right eye. and my nose was bleeding quite bad the other day. and i had some man rashes on my neck. hmm. but they are all subsiding already so yea. i really dun think its anything. i have to really take care of myself. its so ironic isnt it? haha. i have to fall sick to get well? haha. =)

i know this is all a test of my faith. i need to be strong man. and happy haha. =) A merry heart is a good medicine but a downcast spirit dries up the bones. =)

sunday!

2006-09-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

woo! haha. phew im still alive. and i need to get back into the mugging mode. if not i wont be able to be on schedule with my study timetable. haha! =) lemme see.. hmm its been an eventful few days i guess.

Saturday (which was ytd!)
hmm. woke up and went to church for the rehearsal for the salvation army performance on saturday. =) haha. for once, im actually practicing the worship songgs properly haha. =) which is really good. and what i should do. haha. =)

then i went to school tom mugg. WOOOO! haha ki is the man la. =) although its really difficult and im having difficulty reading all the man stuffs. sighs haha.

then i went to celebrate my grandfathers birthday! haha. =) which was really fun. xP. haha yay! xP. and i forgot to bring my happy birthday card. =( zzz. haha.

Sunday (today)
went church as usual. haha. and played the keyboard for the worship as usual. =) and pastor was sharing a very funny story. but im lazy to type it out haha. WOOOO! haha.

then went to joannes house for lunch. and i was eating like a man.

then now im at home. and in a while i ll be going to simei. WOOOO! haha.

i really have to hang in there Go me! I cant give up right now. Go go go! *reads Proverbs 3:5* hmm. =) the next two days are going to be really tough and strenuous and im going to get really tested. but im going to pull through.

wooo! happy

2006-09-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

haha. im just happily listening to don moens cds now. haha. =) i think don moen has a manly voice. haha. [just like me.] WOOOOO! haha.

anyway, his songs are really uplifting! =)

cheers man.

Hols are here!

2006-09-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

haha! im really happy that the hols are here. even though its hardly going to be break but at least i dun have to wake up so MAN early. zzz. WOOOOO! cheers man. =)

i just read daryls email ytd. about encouraging us to train. sighs. i havent trained in a while. guess im going one or days during this one week hols. hmm. =) yes. haha. i see which day ppl go then i go oso la. i guess. or maybe train at night again! With all the benny and kenny mans! WOOOOOO!

ive come up with a study timetable liao. impressive impressive. im so happy haha. =)

haha! and hols mean i can update my blog more often. WOOOO! that rocks. =) cheers!

Teachers Day concert.
The teachers day concert rocked la. sexy salsa dance. haha! =) and all the machamp moves haha. =) and bensen koh and liuzhenghong some man. and the video rocked. and the teachers performance oso! =) haha. i bet all the new teachers kena sabo-ed into doing it. haha. jking jking. =) but it was really good! haha. =) and superMAN WOOOO!

RI
ytd,i went to ri. and talked to all the man sec 3/4 teachers. like chandi! =) kenneth low. mrs albar. WOOOOO! the good old days. =) it was a good sec 3 / 4 years. haha. and then me kuanghao and matthias went to eat columbarium again. and ordered the usual. =) its been a really long time. since we ate in columbarium. WOOOOO!

sec 3 and 4 years were filled with good memories in school. from class and scouts. xP.

Mr Kohs house
then after that, went to mr kohs house. and the 6r ppl were there. all visiting him. jonni, alex, charmaine, xiuhuan, ggy, xiaoting, daniel, weilin, edison, hmm (did i miss anyone out?) cos mr koh just recovered from viral illness. hmm. =) WOOOO! and his baby daughter is cute. haha. =) and we were playing all those nonsense party games. haha. its like self amusement. =) seriously haha. =) but it was really really enjoyable. and im really glad that mr koh is better now! =) YAY! Happy teachers' day!

Church rehearsal
then they all went lan. (haha somebody must tell me how was it. =D) i went to church for rehearsal for the salvation army thing next saturday. =) the practice was fun la. =) just tt i was making quite a man lot of mistakes haha. =) with my keyboard part. HAHA. but it was fun! WOOOO! im looking forward to it.

heyhey. yea so tts it man. =) i guess. todays a free day! WOOO! im going to mugg like man. and pw like man oso i guess. =) cheeros man. take care ppl! and God bless! =)

. dylan- is being put to the test.

2006-08-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

hmm. im really happy right now. =) after my birthday and all. xP. i really live on the little things which make my day. xP.

but right now. i guess God has placed b4 me a test of faith. hmm. im just really glad that im able to identify it as tt. its really more of a test than a temptation. or anything else. hmm.

But im really glad that it came at this time. hmm. its really Gods divine plan in my life. yupp. and i know better than to do down and sad about it. but rather ill be joyful and happy cos i know that it is only through tests like this where ppl develop perserverence. and only then will i be complete. =)

im meditating on james chapter 1 now. i guess on how to handle trials and tribulations. but its been really good so far. and i thank God for it. =) im seeing myself grow and now taking the next step of faith. =) its really been a great year. and now i guess it can only get better. With God.

ive started reading the book frieda gave me 'The Devil's Door' which talks about how Christians unwittingly leave a door open for the Devil to enter our lives. hmm. it building up to be a really good book. =)

I guess thats all from me for now! =) keep smiling WOOOO!

=) happy birthday!

2006-08-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

WOOOO! 25 August 2006. Happy birthday to me! haha. =) and paul zeng oso. wooo. haha. actually, there wasnt any real proper celebration today. but really its the small things that touch me the most. hmm. =)

haha. first. let me just thank all the ppl who celebrated my birthday b4 today. =) and who gave me birthday gifts b4 my birthday. yea. i really wish i could be with you ppl during my birthday. but yea. U will always be in my thoughts and prayers. =) Thanks for being there and being urselves! cheeros.

yupp. so at like 12 am, (or rather 1159 on 24 August), eugene was supposed to call me cos his birthday was 24 aug. and mine 25. then he suppose to call me and then i wish him happy birthday first then 1 min later he wish me. haha. =) but i dozed off then i picked up his call like 1 min too late. HAHA. xP. some man. =) but thanks for the well-wishes!

yea. and yea. had some other short phonecall too. =) which was sweet. hmm. =)

and of course. sms-es from my friends. =) throughout ytd. thanks alot for all these things! every single one made me smile. =) yupp. and i replied to everyone with personalized replies. yep. (at least i think i did. i hope i didnt miss out anyone.) yea. i hope the replies made u as happy as i was when i received the sms-es. thanks so much ppl. im saving all the brithday sms-es btw. cos i really really treasure all the bonds we build. =) Yes. The Bible says A friend loves at all times. yess. u are always in my heart. im really touched by those who bought me presents or wrote me stuff or did something special hmm. haha. i just want to say present or no present. i still care for you ppl as much. =) but thanks for the gifts man. haha. ranging from really really sweet and meaningful to just MAN. (eg. the WWE punjabi prison DVD.) WOOOO. but thanks thanks so much! =) i like i like. i really like. =) everybody THANKS SO MUCH!

yeap. this morning i wanted to go to school early but i ended up waking up late. so in the end. i didnt get to see alot of ppl. sighs. okays but nvm. =) we'll catch up another time. haha. (oh yes. btw, i like 'THe champs spoon' too. xP)

HAHA. thanks so much. hehe. i was really happy when i was just walking by and somebody will just tap me and wish me happy birthday! haha. i really treasure u all too man! THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE! although at times, we cant physically meet up as often. but yea. its really good to know that you guys are always around too! WOOOO!

yea the day today was spent apart from lessons just sitting in the canteen and talking to ppl i guess. =) im really glad. for everyone. thanks! <3 style="color:#ffff00;">this has really been one of best birthdays ive had. =D

yeap. today was oso friedas farewell dinner. hmm. wow. hmm. time really flies man. sighs. and i guess. sometimes its hard to say goodbyes. but yea. ppl come and go. and its all in Gods perfect plan. hmm. but i really learnt a lot from her. and grew in faith from all the Discipleship Group sessions. =)

yeap the dinner at the turkish cafe was really fun haha. esp the icecream. haha. =) yea. and we made our mark! on the wall. =) haha. i guess. the stuff we wrote will always remain. just like all the memories. =) thanks for all the times! hmm.

its realy been a year of change. and a year of growth. and i think alot of ppl would agree with me... JC passes fast! God puts us here for a purpose. let us live the purpose in the short two years! =D

and yes. i really have to thank bel for spending time talking to me after friedas farewell. =) its really sweet to just have a friend to talk to. =) hmm. i guess im learning alot man. and growing in my relationship wth God. its really been a wonderful year.

yeaps. so we stoned at orchard and talked about friends. about past incidents. about life. about God about everything important i guess. =) and yes. its been great. xP thanks alot for the time!

yeaps. so i reached home at like 11pm. just in time to celebrate my birthday with my family. which really ended the day on a wonderful note. i guess. family is really love. (After which will be friends.) hmm. yess. im so happy. and i really am soo happy. cos my mum bought me this study bible. which i really really wanted and like. =) im so touched.

yupp. its been a great day. and ive thanked all the ppl i really want to thank i guess. but of course, last but not least, i really want to thank God. for everything. for the breath of life You gave me. for the love that flows through me. For the strength u put in me. For the joy and happiness u give. For forgiveness. For everything.

And at the end of the day, i still come before You with a prayer of thanks. For Your grace in my life. You have really worked wonders. The light of my life. =) and really, (bel would agree with me) God can fill a person in a way that no human being can. and really i just pray that You will fill everyone with Your love. so that no one will ever be in lack again. so that no one will ever have to rely on a mortal man for love and support again. Blessed be the man who takes refuge in God.

Let us all keep being strong in faith. and joyful in hope! Thanks again for a wonderful wonderful birthday! =) Tts all from me for now! Take care everyone. God bless.

. dylan- just had one of the happiest days this year! WOOOO!

2006-08-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

you know, its the feeling of such joy and happiness and completeness that fills me now. =) im really happy and all. yes. i know i may have done silly things before, but i know i am redeemed through Jesus. =)

i can really sense God's annointing today. =) during sv. during jonnys discussion on the eternal purpose of God. during my own quiet time in the afternoon. (which was really one of the best quiet times with God i ever had. cos i really seeked Him with all my heart.) and bel just smsed me a verse which is really uplifting and great to my spirit. =)

john 4:7-21 read that on God's love. =) woooooo.

today was really a blessed day. =) [and my first birthday celebration too! xP] i really want to thank God for it. =)

hmm. yes so those who might be in need now or feeling down. rmb... look to God's promises and seek Him with all ur heart. God never disappoints! =)

. dylan- is joyfully living life! =D

2006-08-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

woooo! another new day hmm. u know i often find trends that my day usually starts off moodily and then it gets better and better as the day progresses till the night haha. =) i really dunno why. haha. =) morning is like not my time haha. sometimes i really wake up feeling very very terrible and sad. sometimes. but hardly ever, do i go to bed in such a mood. =)

smile. xP my life is good! =) and itll get better as i grow in faith. =)

720-740: SV. woooo! haha. today i had to usher ppl to lt4 for sv cos lt3 was locked hmm. so i was just stoning outside there for awhile. thinking and watching the ppl past, and saying hi to the familiar faces haha. =) its nice to just watch time go by sometimes. =) i love tt feeling xP.
8-9:chem lecture on nitrogen compounds. the 58 pg notes man. woooo! haha. =)
9-10:physics lecture on superposition. which was spent on doing chem tutorial. cos superposition is like zzz. -.-
10-1030: break. eat potato wedges! WOOOO
1039-1200: KI (which was consultation session so basically chem tutorial again. hehe.)
12-1: lunch break(which was spent on maths and physics tutorial.)
1-2: physics tutorial which dn was caught sleeping in class. -.- yea. he must have been really tired zzz. i was still doing chem and other stuff during tutorial haha.
2-3:maths tutorial! i paid attention! =)
3-4: went home to take h3 notes.
4-5: Discipleship group! =) which was kinda a sharing session today. and and. this is like the second last dg with frieda. sighs. time really flies. =( sighs. next week new staff take over liao. woo.
5-630:H3 maths. pigeonhole principle! WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO! haha. which is quite difficult.
630-7: met with bel to talk about dg and stuff. hmm =)
7-730: stoned around with hiok hong. and talked about class. promos , studies, etc.
730-8:make way to archery.
8-10:archery wooo. training. my shooting wasnt as zai. but yea. i guess its cos i wasnt really focussed and stuff esp at this kinda time hmm. =) pray that ill do well on saturday! and the whole team as well. =)
10-1030:dinner at kopitiam!
1030-1130: went home and my cousins were here! haha. =) AND AND my 6 year old cousin has a girlfriend la. hahaha. =) i think children like this are like super cute haha. =) sometimes, i refelect and think to myself. and i really think i grew up too fast. but oh well.

wooo! tt was the day haha. =) it was really quite enjoyable on the whole! WOOOO. im really contented with my life now. God has really blessed me. with more than i could ask for. =) rejoice ppl! and draw your strength from God. and you will be blessed! =)

cheeroooos. wooo.

i should blog more. =)

2006-08-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

sighs. i really think i should blog more diligently hmm. cos i really really should record down the stuff that i do. =) its really accumulating fast and it would be just wasting my life if i dun have any record of what happens. hmm. lemme see. ok ill start from monday. =)

Monday
8-9: stone in class waiting for bernard tan to come. zzz.
9-10: decide that stoning was boring and go bio lecture.
10-11:maths lecture
11-12:sell malt candy for entre. LOL. and man hard to make the malt candy haha. =) we're like some noob cake haha. woooo! lol. wheee. and i asked angela what she think of kuanghao. and her answer quite funny. haha.
12-1:lunch
1-2:PE
2-4:went with chay ling to chinatown to go look for more malt candy and the store was closed. zzz-.- haha. and i forgot to return chay ling the money box. zzz.
4+-7:archery training at indoor. which was fun cos of the usual ppl haha. =)
7-8: dinner. had to wait for annalyn more man long. LOL before starting. come on. annalyn. bad manners. =)
8-10:more shooting haha.

Tuesday:
720-740:SV. hmm today we each met up with one person and prayed together. hmm i prayed with zhuoyi hmm. haha. =) wooo. i think we'll be doing this again tmr.
8-9: civics aka break. (haha whats the difference? lol)
9-10:PE (which i ponned. cos seriously im sure all zhabor in my module. COME ON COME ON. im concerned for my safety man. O.O) WOOO
10-11:sell prank toys for entre haha. which were funny. and kangwei some man go and spoil the knife. haha.
11-12:physics test. which i should have owned in. SHOULD HAVE.
12-1: KI WOOOOO!
1-2:chem lecture wooo. which i crashed lt 2. and paul zeng some man. im sure just put his bag in lecture and zao.
2-330:lunch.
330-5:chem talk which i was emcee for. haha. the guy was some cheeeeeem man. WOOOO haha.
5-630: h3 maths. i forgot to bring notes, so i ended up sleeping.
630-730:stone around in school,eat, mug etc. etc.
730-930:church cell group and meeting etc. hmm. haha next week we're going to celebrate my birthday yay! =)

Wednesday
8-9:Maths tutorial. which i paid attention! xPxP WOOOOOOOO!
9-10:maths lecture. which i didnt pay attention. haha WOOOOOOO!
10-12:chem tutorial. which i m really happy cos i know how to do question 6 of carbonyl compounds tutorial wooooo!
12-230:i went home haha. =) ate pastaman woooo. i seriously love pastaman. and overslept at home and was late for befrienders man.
230-300:befrienders meeting.
300-315:WTMAN HAHA TEACH KUANGHAO HOW TO PLAY PIANO. LOLLOL.
330-430:went to hci with charmaine for ki symposium and listen to some presentation about anime (though i dun see how its related to ki.)
430-5: stoned for awhile at hci. with charmaine talking to her other schools friends. like erm. chunny and some nj ppl. haha.
5-6:went to city hall.
6-10:went with mingkee to shop for birthday presents haha. =) wooo. haha. =) and had to listen to her keep asking me how come i can make it to rj. haha. =) woooo. and eating fried mars bars which i think was quite zzz. haha. yay! i got a shirt and a wallet. woooo. haha anyway, thanks a lot for it. hmm. =) <3 woo.

okays tt basically concludes my 3 days. hmm waaa. and i was quite angsty of late. but now, im happy liao la. im sorry to the very many ppl tt ive worried and also the poorpoor ppl that i vented my frustrations on. (sorry benlow. i made u my punching bag. -.-) =( sighs. but ive really done quite abit of quiet time recently and yes. im really renewed now. filled with the spirit. haha. =) God will take me to where he wants me to go. hmm. =)

cheeeers ppl. smile! =)

sorry for the angst.

2006-08-14T06:01:00.000+08:00

hmm. i guess. sometimes i just angst for no reason. hmm. aiya. ive sorted tt out liao la. and rite now. im in quite a good mood. hmm. =) lalala.

and i seriously wanna admit and apologize for all the mistakes i made in the past. hmm. which is quite alot haha. =) but seriously, i am genuinely sorry for all of them. and im not bearing grudges on anyone. alright? seriously.

im willing for everything to be okay. now the part is up to u. if thats what u want too, then tell me and everything will be okay. really. we dun have to do this to each other. hm. =)

if u still think tt im angry with u, im really not. i have already let bygones be bygones. its okay. =)

everythings gonna be alright. =) Joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer as Gods word puts it.

=)

2006-08-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

woooo. today rocked. haha. =) first it was watching 'click' the movie with old friends chin nam and ongnardo. hmm. WOOOOO! 01-2002 rocks la. and i really realized that we really do have a powerful influence in our language. like 'machamp' and and all the other stuffs. waa man its spreading la. i hear ppl from like all over singapore saying liao la. waa seriously impressive. woooooo!

haha. and click was quite a good movie i think. the usual storyline la i guess. but got my attention nonetheless. and the duck some guailan haha. =)

then we went to eat double cheese! and punjabi prison match rox. haha. =) i found out the rules liao. can go wwe.com to find out oso. =)

then it was my church dinner. hmm. not bad la. invited some youths from anohter church to come ya. so i got to know some of them. hmm. and some of the members were part of a superband team hmm. not bad not bad. and they played their music which was nice haha. =) lalala

im eating quite alot haha. and YES! btw, bel just shared me this verse haha. Jeremiah 17:7-8

But blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in Him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes, its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bare fruit.

God never fails! cheers tts it from now.

Archery Farewell.

2006-08-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

Welfare/Farewell IC: Ongnardo haha. -.-

today was the archery farewell at fish and co. haha. it was super fun haha. =) talking cock. haha. i was sitting beside lynette and aaron and they both angst each other -.- sighs. u all both relax.

and lynette won the bet. sighs. LOL. now must treat her lunch haha.

Seafood platter for two kinda rocks too. haha. =) WOOOOO! yumyum.

I really liked the 'prize presentation' and ongnardo was just being a guailan giving out the prizes. which were super appropriate and cute haha. =)

cake smashing gone wrong too. HAHA. a million things happened. and the cost of it all '503 bucks.' which was collected only after a very long time and several ppl having to pump. haha. =)

After that was pooooool. haha. had a great time too. with too loud bass sounds in the backgrounds but it was nice. haha. and it was like natalies first time playing pool. hmm. not bad not bad really. Glad to hear that you had fun too! xP

of course, i whoop everyone in pool. =) understatement.

haha yeaps, so came back at like 1am? haha. but very fun. =) thanks to all the j2s for the wonderful memories! Take care mug well, God bless! =)

. dylan- is -.-

2006-08-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

just be nice to me pls. pls pls pls. =( okok i must start on ki liao.

. dylan - needs to think

2006-08-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

[i really hope ppl do read this. im writing from my heart here hmm.]

mm. sometimes, i think i think too much. but then sometimes, i don't think i think too much. but whatever it is im still thinking.

The bible speaks of why its wrong to judge others, for then you will judged yourself.

and yet, we're all guilty of it at times. we look at someone, and we in our own minds think to ourselves maybe. 'oh this guy is so dishonest.' or ' this guy character sucks. or something'

sighs. at least, i ve done it b4.

and now, i realize something. that i am no better. =( no better than any hypocrite for i am a hypocrite myself.

omgawsh. i realize this whole thing is so so wrong. =( im like anakin skywalker in a sense. ive become the enemy i swore to set out to desrtoy. -.-

dun respect me. i am not worthy. sometimes i dunno what ive become.

dun look to any human to be a role model. hmm. look to the Lord. for only God never disappoints. No servant can serve two masters. hmm.

pls forgive me if i sound angsty. im just amazed at the whole twists and ironic turns in life. and if u think ur life is ironic enough, wait till u look at it from my side. zzz.

[sorry for the angst. i mood swinging like man.]

. dylan- is happy!

2006-08-10T13:20:00.000+08:00

dylan is happy after reading his bible. haha. =) need i say more? LOL.

. dylan- is moody =(

2006-08-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

haha. sighs. im just sian la. haha. and i realize tt i should never judge other ppl. hmm. such hypocritsy. zzz.

ytd was fun la. =) apart from being online and talking alot of man, i also went out to go present shopping with archery mans. hmm. and my cousins came to visit my ah ma oso. so yea. the house was much noisier and more fun. hehe.

im really glad for the archery ppl i went out with ytd. hmm. stoning outside ps. haha. =) talking about lakehouse. haha. really took my sorrows all away. haha.

Blessed are those whose strength is in you, who have set their hearts on pilgrimage. Psalm 84:5

My God is a good God. =)

im really glad to be free. hmm. free from reliance of ppl. free from the disappointment that ppl can bring. but yet, i just look at the state of things and i just sigh sometimes. wondering what has gone wrong. what has gone right.

when was the last time u cried for someone else?

haha. national day has been fun for me. =) alot alot. haha. later im probably going to shoot then ill have to go chinatown for entre haha.

have i brushed my teeth yet? -- lol random thought.

i really dunno la. moody like man leh. haha. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer the Bible says. okok. =)

ok im going to read my Bible for quite a while after this. sighs. im like confused. haha.

but ill be fine la. pls be nice to me. =) and show care! haha. <3

wooo. break!

2006-08-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

finally. haha. a break. well-earned i guess. hmm.

SYATP: [See You At The Pole]

haha. this morning was syatp. waa. reaching school at 6 am is some man. zzz. haha. i woke up like 530 and reach school by cab hmm. at 6 there were like 2 ppl before me. bel and alex ang. who just came back from 6 weeks at 'Man In Training' (MIT). (Although real man dun need training.).

then esther, jonni, michelle, alisha and all started to come. =) yups and then we started with worship first. then prayer for the nation. hmm. we started off at the seminar room area. then after the prayer for the nation we went to the flag pole.

hmm then we prayed for the school. hmm. and more ppl all started to come in. =) waaa... but really, i could feel the Gods presence and the sense of uplifting amongst everyone la. haha. not bad not bad.

then we broke up into small groups and prayed for individual classmates and friends, etc. hmm. i prayed with jonni and alex for 6r yups. =)

hmm. then we closed in prayer. hmm. we had like abit more than 30 ppl at the end. which is really good haha. im happy that it was successful haha. i know bel is happy too haha. =) Thanks to bel and all who helped out and came. =)

and Thank you Lord.

Prometheum Ceremony.

Wtman. ok lemme get this straight. the script screwed up. NOT ME! haha. i just did my job and read the script haha. =)

WOOOO! but it was quite fun. and funny oso. haha. =) i had a good time lalala.

woooo! i want to emcee more often haha. =)

STONE! xP.
then basically i spend the rest of the day stoning and reflecting about life. hmm. =) [also there was priates of carribean and church. hmm]

woooo! i really enjoyed stoning in the classroom. just listening to music for like quite a while. and listening to xiaoting and charmaine singing. haha. =) wooo. angsty love songs haha. =)

its very nice feeling to have nothing on ur agenda. u have this really nice sense of freedom and peace haha. =) WOOOOOO! its been a really long time since i had this kinda feeling. haha. the only complain is that 2 days is way too short. haha. =)

its really nice to be like just walking around with no purpose. haha. =) i love walks. hehe. i think im getting more and more introverted with time. haha. i remember at one time i was like 100% extroverted haha. then now it has dropped to like 60+/70% quite significant drop haha. nowadays, i really value my own time to myself. and alot of times, all i really want to do is just be alone by myself. hmm. [which is really almost impossible even at home. and im hardly home anyway. -.-] so i end up eating alone at late nights just thinking to myself haha. =) i love myself haha.

i love my friends too of course. =) [just tt i need to be alone sometimes too. ]

k thats all. cya! =) have a good break wooo.

national day is coming!

2006-08-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO! the champ is here. again haha. and the national day break is coming. haha. but it will probably be a time of mugging -.- zzzz.

there are 3 lightbulbs in one room. and the switches to the 3 lightbulbs in another room. and they are two seperate rooms. [meaning u cannot see the second room from the the first room and vice versa.] WOOOOO! if u can enter each room only once, how can u tell which switch controls which bulb? LOL.

philosophers question the answers but dun answer the questions. =)

[with reference to lakehouse] keanu reeves should just put himself in the mailbox.

sitting for 4 hours in jeans which are too tight. sucks. -.- LOL.

quite alot happened this week haha. ogl interview, FoP, Lakehouse, see you at the pole prep, humour secrets workshops being the main stuff la. lol. haha.

ok. Wtman. tts all for now. tell me if u know the answer to the riddle above! =D

wooooo!

2006-08-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

this week and last week have really been filled with alot of sv stuff haha. which i really enjoy doing. hmm. of course. filled with alot of other stuff to do oso. like homework, archery, church, looong h3 lessons. and of course! filled with all my friends haha. COME ON. haha. tt still rocks man. WOOOOOO!

today is my mums birthday and mies birthday oso. Wtman haha. =) both of which i havent finished their presents. -.- sorry.

but err. Happy birthday anyway. xP.

archery comp was on sunday. and i realized the importance of looking to God for peace and focus. hmm. =)

and i really cherish the friendships that i have yea. friends = <3 WOOOOOO! [i just realized i havent watched hard gay in a while.]

with greater faith. life can only get better. God is good all the time. hmm.

Just living Gods plan for me. cheers!

the week in brief

2006-07-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

woo. sorry nowadays, im getting a little too tired to blog in detail when i get home. i think from like now onwards, u can expect detailed entries only on weekends. hmm. yea. =)

02 Campfire was ownage. we were all high after the campfire. haha. =) and haha. the anderson guides all stunned to see ongnardo, zeni's brother LOL. haha.

i was really gandong to read chinnams entry on 01 scouts on his blog. sobsob. quite gandong rmbing all the good old times. then now come to jc, its like not as close as b4 liao. sighs. its kinda sad. heyhey but on the bright side, when we do meet each other, we still talk without any like barriers and as though there was no time lapse at all. xP.

im really glad for all the old friends as well as all the new friends that i have made. hmm. it rocks la. some days when i feel down, my friends are really the ones who cheer me up. haha. *grins*. and yes. those who confided in me. thanks for letting me cheer u up! and those who i havent talked to in a while, haha. your still in my heart and in my prayers WOOOOOO!

and im really glad. tt now im in a position to contribute in SV as well as my church oso. i think this year my faith has strengthened a great deal definitely. nodnod. =D tts definitely a good thing. =)

yups tts all for now. cheers! and rmb to smile!

WOOOOOO!

2006-07-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

i seriously think appearing offline is fun. haha.

nobody to kachiao you and u can anyhow change ur nick and watch it change in the list of 'offline contacts' HAHA. if someone was observant enough he'll notice tt my nick is constantly changing, and therefore im appearing offline. haha xP xP.

haha ok random random.

this post is about friday!

2006-07-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

haha. weekends are fun =) LOL. let me see what i did. =) haha. and for all those who tagged on my blog. thanks! haha. im like lazy to reply to tags. -.- xP. but thanks ya? WOOOO!

so lets start where we left off that day. at pw. =) LOL.

i realized Lord, more than ever now from those around me, that without You, there will always be incompleteness. always be disatisfaction. cos no one in this world is perfect. [not even WWE's Mr Perfect Curt Henning. -.- haha. ] but really. so ppl will inevitably disappoint. and it hurts me sometimes, seeing my non-christian friends looking to ppl to fulfill and complete them. looking for ppl to satisfy them the way only God can. and i see them starting BGRs which i know will not last cos they themselves are so dependent and incomplete. sighs. its sad u know, when you know that all they ever wanted was to be fulfilled and satisfied, and in end, u know that they will end up perhaps even more miserable and insecure than b4. I pray that Lord they'll get to see ur glory someday.

ok enuff interior monolgue. haha. back to wad i did.

Gavel [230-330]

yups. so after pw, i went for gavel. hehe. yups so basically, i listened to ppl doing my impromptu speeches. haha. the theme was 'Which would you prefer' and basically each member had to give a 2 min speech on tt. impromptu yeaps. yeaps and the topics include like 'Which you prefer to be a man dissatisfied or a pig satisfied?', 'To have love and lost or never have love at all?' LOL. quite guailan. haha. but after all. i came up with it. =) xPxP.

yeaps. then after tt moved on to prepared speeches. and i gave my speech haha. which was supposed to be be prepared but was more impromptu cos i din really prepare. haha. WOOOOOO! WOOOOO! not bad. basically it was a political satire of America. haha. i think one day when im free i might start writing short stories again. haha. ive been wanting to write a political satire for very long. one day i will haha. then ill put it on my blog.

sighs i miss lit. -.-

SV meeting [330-530]
yups so then, went to meet the new sv committee and discuss stuff. charissa, michelle and annabel. erm. yea. so we were talking about sv vision. sv meetings. See you at the Pole. [oh haha. lemme use my blog to publicize about see you at the pole! haha. basically, on the eve of national day [ie national day cele day,]some christians in RJ will be meeting early at the flagpole to pray for the schoo,class, etc. yups the details are like tt:

Event: See You at The Pole
Time: 6-715am [erm. u dun have to come at 6 so early. u can join us halfway, but haha try to go as early as possible.]
Venue: RJ Flag pole [if it rains, it would be at the seminar rooms that place.]

yups. haha. yups so we were discussing this. and other stuff oso. yea. haha. it was quite fun! =)

stone around [530-630]
then after tt, i went to canteen to eat my dinner. haha. but ended up annabel just koping all my food. -.-

Archery [7-930]

hmm archery was basically the same old stuff la. Wtman. -.- lalala. ongnardos father and my uncle are worst enemies haha. they both suan each other at the same time haha. =) WOOOO! [ok dun worry if u dun get it. only archers will get it.]

Macs[930-1030], Go home and online discussion [1115-1230]
hmm. so i stoned at macs alone. sighs. its like so hard to get alone time. haha. i really enjoy just sitting at macs eating alone nowadays. haha. cos its like time to myself. which even at home i do not have. sighs. -.-

then i went home and had an See you at the Pole discussion with bel [online discussion tt is.] yups then went to sleep.

so tt was friday!

yups and to those who are stressed or unhappy or whatever, be happy k? rmb. laughter is truly the best medicine. smile. cheers! WOOOOO! haha. =)

the champ is here.

2006-07-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

=) haha. yay! its wednesday now. and im slacking at home xP b4 my archery training. haha. i think i want to do this every week. haha. slacking at home is fun! LOL. xP

monday was a happy day! haha. LOL. i had like all the happy happy songs running through my head the whole day. WOOOOOOOOO!

[oh yes. and btw, who is HARD GAY on my tagboard? xPxP. i din know anyone in my class watch hard gay? LOL. hahahhaa. except xiaoting. i think . i dun rmb anyone else. WOOOOOO!]

monday

8-930yups so ki first in the morning. which was just liddat liddat.
930-10 civics. -.-
10-11 then after that maths lecture.
11-1 [break] during my break i went archery. haha. i was like asking around for a stringer. haha. thanks annalyn for lending me xP. then i went to shoot at indoor alone. haha. then after tt i met ken the man at macs LOL. WOOOOOO!
1-2 PE! haha. we were playing hand ball. haha. which we won some and lost some. haha. LOL and i was playing golakeeper for a quite a while. so haha slacked abit. lala
2-4 WOOOOO! chem makeup practice! LOL. so me and mingwei went for the chem makeup practice session in the lab haha. our experiments all quite screwed up lala. xP. all add the wrong chemicals. [btw, does anyone know what FA as in like FA 1 and FA 2 stand for?] lol
4-6 physics h3. i quit i quit i quit. difficult like man.
[haha. btw, today was a rare occasion that an rj zhabor said the f word to me. haha. quite a funny situation tho. LOL]

tuesday.

720-740: SV
8-12: lesson [wednesday timetable. which is sian. cos got prac. -.-] but actually my spa not bad. got all 8 leh. WOOOOOO!
12-130: lunch. in canteen
130-300: befrienders meeting man.
300-600: Archery. but the store locked. so we ended up taohuay break LOL. haha. and talking cock break oso. LOL. Wtman all the conspiracy theories and methyl groups. LOL. xP. [nvm if u dunno what im talking abt. its inside joke. =)]
600-730: Chruch practice
730-930: Prayer and Praise.
"If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer" Matthew 21:22
[LOL. btw, im blogging during pw now. haha. the teacher talking a lot of man. sighs--.-]

wednesday:

720: SV prayer session
800: lessons
10-12: Chem Mock Spa. -.- my burette spoil la .Wtman. i died. i was like adding dropwise the whole time. sighs. tt sucks. my hand man pain.
12-3: i went home to stone and typed the beginning half of this blog entry. =) xP
3-6: training. ARcehry. Ken the man pon. lol. ok not pon go malaysia. xP. so yea. then me aaron, brenda, natalie and lynette went t0 shoot at indoor. haha. brendas jacket too big. LOL.
yups after tt i think i went home liao.

thursday

720-740: sv
8 - 300: this was just sian lessons. sighs. me and bel were discussing sv during chem lecture. sighs. and today was the first time daniel koh wasnt early! xP round of applause!
300-430: meet with galvin to discuss sv commitments. lalala.
430-500: ogl meeting. lalala.
5-630: maths h3.
630-730: meeting with frieda to discuss see you at the pole
730 -like 9+: stone at macs and get some work done.

friday:

8-9: chem tutorial
10-12: physics SPA! WOOOOOOO! WOOOOOO! WOOOOO! WOOOOO! WOOOOO! WOOOOO! WOOOOO! WOOOO! WOOOO! WOOOOOO! WOOOO! WOOOO! WOOOO!
1230- 200: pw! [which is now! xP]
200-330[which is later]: gavel man.
330- x: sv meeting
x-y: archery. WOOOOO!
y pm(or am) LOL: reach home.

WOOOOOO! WOOOOO! i think ill go home and blog one more time. xP

sunday!

2006-07-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

[this is a very much reflective post. if thats the correct word.]

haha. today my church had a guest speaker. Pastor Stephen Robbins from the US. haha. and his sermon was really good. =D basically, it was about the PArable of the Sower from Mark 4. yeaps. yea. lemme share a bit.

Parable of the Sower.

yes. so Jesus said, there was once a farmer who sowed seeds and basically, the seeds fell on the 4 different types of soil.

seeds that fell on the path. these were immediately eaten up by the birds.
seeds that fell on rocky grounds where there was little soil. since the soil was shallow, the the seeds sprang up quickly. but the moment the sun came out, they were scorched.
seeds that fell on the thorns which grew and choked up the plants.
seeds that fell on good soil which multiply 30 - 100 times.

[LOL. all these are just taken from the bible.]

yups then theres the relation to real life. there are ppl who hear Gods word, but immediately disregard it and Satan takes it away from them immediately (type 1). Those who fall on rocky grounds are those who delight in the Word for a short period (that is when times are good.) then when 'the sun comes out', they get scorched. (type 2). Type 3 are those survive a little longer. and even when the sun comes out can still survive. but later on, are overwhelmed by the discouragement and deceitful thoughts of the world, then they lose sight of the Word and die. Type 4 is of course the good soil who perservere and never lose sight and multiply. =D

haha. i think this applies to everyone really. i mean, we all want to be the 'good soil'. honestly, i think few ppl fall in type 1. most of us are usually type 2 and 3.

haha. i really reflected on my life after tt. i think sometimes, some of us we expect a big plentiful harvest, but in the first place we dun sow any seeds. its like you expect a BIG change in ur attitude or something, but u dun put any input to make the change.

and sometimes, for me, i put in the wrong input. you want to reach ur ultimate goal. but u take the wrong path struggle so hard and wonder why u nv get there. haha. the truth is you will never get any rice, if all u plant is tomatoes. [LOL tt was some man analogy.]

and yea. but of course, many of us would plant the correct seeds and yet we wonder why we dun get the harvest. haha. the time between the sowing and harvest. tts when we falter. lol. we tend to want to expect instant drastic change. but the reality isnt like tt. haha. PATIENCE AND PERSERVERENCE [did i spell that correctly?] and of course, trust in God, and the harvest will come. xP

[ok done with reflections]

yups so then after the service, we all went to eat lunch with Pastor Stephen. yeaps. so i got to chat with him for awhile. basically, he started his church out from scratch in the US five years ago, and now its established there in Chicago. yups. so now, his focus is on mission trips in Asia. and goal of creating a international organization of churches in Asia. haha. so as he said, this pioneer spirit in our church he can identify with. =)

yups so then we like discussed how to make the population size of a church grow. basically, some evangelism techniques and follow-up ministry etc.

yups. i think. its going to be quite a challenge for me. to apply all this to like sv and youth ministry and my school, my cca, my family, everything. basically. yups. i really pray that ill nv lose focus in God and that i will reap a good harvest. XP XP

kk. thats all for now! cya ! =) WOOOOOO!

WOOOOOOOO!

2006-07-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

guess what? THE CHAMP IS BACK! WOOOOOOO! come on. apologies to avonne and ongnardo and to all those i have disappointed cos my blog stagnated for one week. but COME ON. dun blame me. its super marios fault. everyday, i get home, on the com then play super mario WOOOOOO!

[btw, somebody teach me how to clear super mario World 1-4. i cant seem to get pass one part. -.- sighs.]

=) =) WOOOOO! WOOOOO! kk about this week.

lets try to make this nice and readable.

monday is a manday.

12am: out with daniel seow, ongnardo, xiangjun, sirui, chinnam WOOOOO! all my good friends. eating supper and waiting for wolrd cup
2am: World cup finals start
approx. 4+ am: Zidane headbutt man.
5am: match end and sleep
6+: go school
7 - 11 : School time.
11-12: pia chem lab worksheet in canteen. [and copy only a bit. xP]
12+: decide to pon PE with mingwei and go archery.
1+: arrive at archery range. but the store locked.
2: ken the man makes his entrance.
2+ to 330 continue shooting
330 to 4: make way back to school
4-6: stone at h3 physics. STONE literally. sighs.
6+: go eat dinner at macs.
730 - 1000: go church to practice for saturdays event.
1100: reach home. study and play super mario. [actually more super mario haha]
2 am : sleep.

tuesday. xin qi er.

700: go og table and stone.
720: SV
740: civics man talk. basically sleeping time.
900: PE! WOOOOOO we owned at frisbeee!!!!
10+ to 2: school time!
2: eat lunch
2+-3+: go down to ICA building to claim my ic which was found! and LOL. i went inside the ICA interrogation room or something to collect it la. wtman. lol. i think the place is quite scary. haha. the room that is. cos just b4 tt we were doing about the interoggation techniques and the torture question in KI. so yea. haha
4-5: go for viva man briefing.
5-630: h3 maths!
630-7+: go eat dinner at macs again.
730-930: church prayer and praise.
1030:Reach home
1100: study and play super mario xP
2 am : sleep

wednesday. lalala.

700: og table again.
800-200: tuesday timetable =) we owned at frisbee again!
200-400: suppose to go archery training. but went to mug instead.
500-630: h3 maths rocks!
630-730: make our way to mr bernard tans house!
730-8+: eat a super nice dinner at mr tans house! WOOOO! thank you for it!
8+: watch the ki movie. a time to kill. i think its a good movie! just tt i think the ending can be better. ppl should watch. seriously. its basically a movie about ethics and what is right and wrong yepp.
10+: the zhabors go home. so the guys stop showing mercy and lub all the food.
11: the guys go home.
12: reach home. and play super mario
1+: sleep.

thursday:

720: SV
8-10: lectures
10-1: 3 hour break! WOOOOOOO! spent mugging. duh.
1-3: double tutorial. waa sian -.- lol. was guailaning around with rachel eff, alisha, zhaohan, and xiuhuan throughout the whole time. and Wtman kope my m&ms. sighs.-.-
3-4: do chem tutorial.
4-5: Discipleship group (DG)
5-630: maths h3!
700: reach home dinner.
8+ sleep liao! LOL

friday:

7: og table
8-9: chem debrief CT.
9-10: break
10-12: physics mock spa
1230-115: PW. [notice that this is only 45 min. tt is because i left to go toilet and nv came back. haha. but anyway, it was more or less free and easy do ur own reasearch session so yea-.- xP]
115-230: basically i stoned in the canteen, went to talk to mie for awhile, yups.
230-330: gavel starts. Wtman haha. impromptu debate! which was fun. it was the motion 'the RP program has failed.' and i was opposition. LOL 1 v 1 and i won. -.- haha. impressive xP
4-6: meet galvin at coffee bean. discuss about my role in SV to come basically. and told him some stuff about my life. yeaps.
6: take 157 back home
7-10: reach home. plan for saturday (ie todays church 1st anniversary event.)
xpm/am: sleep (lol cant rmb what time i slept.)

today (this is the day that the Lord has made!)

700: wake up and go for viva world cup
900: reach school. (lol notice the 2 hour interval. tt was how long i was procrastinating.)
9+: decide to go eat macs breakfast.
11: reach back to school. and find MY BAG MISSING!?!??!?!? -.- sighs. im sure i lostm y bag la.
12: took bus home and reach home
1-4: chatting on msn. studying.
4-5: mental prep for tonights event.
530-1000: rock of salvations 1st anniversary! LOL basically my churchs first birthday. HAHA.

wooo! bascially, started off with worship team playing songs! and singing lalala. [me included of course when i said worship team] xP
then some childrens performance xP which was really good haha xP =DD
then watch a video then eat dinner.
my grandfather shares to about how God answers his prayers. haha. i very happy for my kong kong. haha yay!
my like 10 minute sharing. haha. not bad not bad. basically i talked about school life, sv and stuff. not bad not bad. ppl said it was good. and made an impact. lalala. haha. i thank God. haha [and YLP oso. xP]
video on miracle healing. which was really touching.
lucky draw. [haha i win photo frame. ]
thing finished at 9. but lingered on for awhile and pastor desmond talked to me and asked me whether i would like to spearhead and start a youth ministry in the church. hahah. i think its going to be meaningful! haha. as long as it please You, Lord.

10+: reach home. lor. and blogg until now. haha. xP

Reflections!

heyhey. so its been anotherweek! LOL. now this week was realyy filled with UPs and DOWNs. sighs. tears and joys. but really all i can ever say is Thank You Lord for this life. and i realized tt You never ever disappoint. And i know. Lord, that ppl will disappoint me. but You are the One and only living God. i will live this life for Your Glory.

LOL. 'Heart of Worship' has kept playing in my head now and then ever since SV that day.

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worhip
And it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus

haha! kk. thats it for today! ill blog more regularly again! k? haha. take care and God bless!

WORLD CUP TONIGHT!

2006-07-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO! as u all would know. tonight is world cup final. haha. waa man. i hope itll be exciting. haha. blue vs blue. italy vs france. haha. [actually to be honest, i think it might be an anticlimax boring match. haha.]

haha. staying awake and going to daniel seows house to watch. and going to school from there. haha. not bad its going to be fun i hope! WHEEEEE....

GO ITALY!

weekend!

2006-07-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

heyhey. the weekend is finally here! WOOOO! lol. and the wrold cup final is in a days time haha. =) ITALY WOOOOOO! come on. france can just go home lalala.

this weekend so far has been quite mundane nothing too much. hmm. just training ytd. and the usual after training dinner. then stoned around at indoor range commenting about karl sew. LOL. Wtman haha. today. was basically free. cos i didnt go to patrol in town and i didnt go collect my ic. sighs. i just stoned at home and play super mario [COME ON SOME ONE CHALLENGE ME! HAHA] and study until night then i went for church keyboard practice.

and standing to play the keyboard is MAN tiring. sighs. my legs wanna ko liao.

http://www.wpunj.edu/cohss/Philosophy/COURSES/MH110/LOVE.HTM i rmb kenneth low showed us this before. but i dunno whether they did it in other schools. anyway, if u havent seen it before, basically its some exercise to do with fallacies. and erm. if u lazy to read the whole thing. then just read the last part erm. starting from like 'It must not be thought that I was without love for this girl' yups. but i suggest u read the whole thing if u have time haha. WOOOOO!

Smile an ever lasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
'Cuz that would bring a tear to me

This world has lost its glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now my love

You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say

It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

haha. old songs just rock. WOOOOOO!

WOOOOOOO!

2006-07-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

WOOOOO! i just got 2 of my cts back WOOOO! haha chem and physics. WOOOO! i pass leh. WOOOOOO! Excellent for Chem. and Clever for Physics. WOOOOO im just a genius.

haha. no 'U'nstoppables.

yesterday.

sv
get back my EXCELLENT chem script
physics EASY lab experiment
PW [sighs. -.-]
mug h3 maths in library with class ppl.
crash h3 chem lecture do practice h2 chem -.-
stone around then go for mr dinner! WOOOOO! [this was quite fun haha]

today

sv
chem lecture [which i REALLY WAS listening. cos now i gai guo zi xin]
physics Clever paper.
break to eat.
KI [watch ethics video and discussion]
lunch. which i do maths.
physics lesson WOOOO! gravitation.
maths. integration by parts.
stone around with xh, xiaoting and charmaine and like xiuhuans guailan ri friend LOL.
DG
h3 maths. [which is some man difficult]

LOL. got so much man to blog about so just lumped everything in pt form. aiya. cos if want to blog in detail then must blog everything in detail then like Wtman im sure blog so many things.

schools getting back to pace. WOOOOO! lala. im going to do chem now. haha.

SV/school/entre/h3 maths

2006-07-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOO! the champ is HERE.

before school
today i reach school like some super man early. then ownage. WOOOO. so i stoned for awhile with mie in the canteen then went sv early. cos i went to talk to alissa about the commitments and stuff. =) yups. then we had the usual morning session lor. yeaps.

school
hais. civics was spending time discussing overseas CIP. lalala. okay then pe Wtman. LOL. just listen to siva talk man. haha. then play soccer. lalala. i think my soccer getting damn lousy. sighs. physics lecture on simple harmonic motion which i was falling asleep. then ki the man on ethics.

and of course, the highlight of the day chem where we learnt about 'BACKSIDE ATTACK' and 'BACKSIDE LOVING SPECIES.' actually, i think we are all backside loving species. HAHA. LOL okok mercymercy. shall not get into details. =)

WOOOO. then my whole class sat down for lunch and eat. and discussed about backside attack.

then i went library to do research on backside attack.

okok LOL. enough on backside attack.

entre.
then after school. i went to my first ever entre meeting. LOL. and i can conclude that entre is some guailan. -.- im sure. LOL. summary of meeting: paper ball fight. full stop. no need for further elaboration.

h3 maths!
haha today was oso first day of h3 maths. h3 maths the module is quite interesting lor haha. but i can tell thats it going to be difficult haha. sighs. must buck up. =)

go home! lalala. then met mie and took bus home =) end of my day.

church/ classouting

2006-07-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

THIS WAS WRITTEN YESTERDAY

haha. next week, school life will begin again. LOL. which would be quite fun la. i guess. LOL. i prefer it to mugging for cts. zzz. but seriously, HOLS WAS DAMN FUN! xP i like. apart from the mugging tt is. haha. but actually, come to think of it, mugging was fun oso. LOL. some parts of it. okok. mercymercy. Wth is happening to me? xP. -.-

Church
ok, so basically, todays been a kinda stony day la. sighs. i went church in morning. [late as usual. sighs. i got to break tt habit. -.-] yea lor. then this week dun need to play keyboard so i just lalala. listen to sermon.

today, pastor desmond was talking about the reinhard bonnke seminar. and the things he picked up there. yea lor. basically, about miracles. and the conditions for one, etc. yupp.

then after the service, i stone around and eat some kuehs for awhile. then i teach ppl piano again. lala. LOL. i think im quite a zai piano teacher. impressive. hais. i nv fail to impress even myself. =)

lalala. then basically the rest of the day was spent stoning.... lala.

ok on to today!
Wtman. today i overslept until like wad 11 + then nv go archery. zzz. i seriously got to do something about waking up late la. Wtman

LOL. super mario damn noob game. full stop.

then afternoon i wanted go archery then took wrong bus. =( LOL. then i was on the bus halfway, then i realize eh, Wtman how come this bus stop right in front of my house -.- ok then i alighted went back interchange and took the correct bus. LOL.

then i reached potong pasir and the store locked. so cannot shoot. -.- :(

so i stoned around and waited for class outing LOL.

Class outing
then i reached class outing then Wtman. only 3 ppl. joanna jungkai and me*standing ovation. but not bad we had a good time haha. playing pool first. where i completely owned. -duh- dun be surprised.

lala. then with my brilliant persuading powers, we went to eat PASTAMAN WOOOOOO! arent i just impressive? LOL.

then we went to esplanade to savour the romantic atmosphere. isnt it just impressive? LOL. awww.... seeing all the couples kissing and hugging. impressive. its like falling in love all over again. WOOOOOO! -.- wtman.

then xiuhuan la. go spoil the romance in the air. say want us to accompany her to go eat. LOL. Wtman. so we action for another 2 minutes then zao.

lalala. impressive mans. so we go eat kfc. and eat the ahemahem. superman meal [which means its MY meal. ] LOL -.- LOL. i rmb the physics common test come out the superman question la what the man. say calculate the kinetic energy of a bullet bouncing off supermans chest LOL. something liddat. physics department guailan. WOOOO!

yeaps. then after tt we go home. and stupid xiuhuan and joanna dunno what the man they guailan zhabor gossip. =( sighs. eheh. mercymercy.

daniels house, cip meeting(+ comments about RG yearbook) , lunch, syf man

2006-07-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

stay at daniels seows house.
ok lemme continue from ytds post haha. yups so after chatting on msn for awhile, i left and took bus to go daniel seows house. luckily i didnt get lost. =) come on. still a scout after all. mercy.

yups then i reached there, supposed to play dota with charpoh. but onganrdo and sirui already playing a game. then the match going to start at in like 1 hour. so no time la. yups so watch them play. and watch chris the dota noob get owned haha. [haha. but actually its quite not bad for a first timer. xP seriously]

yups then the match started lor. =) argentina germany. daniel seow got quite pumped up during the match cos he bet with nat wee one dinner and 50 pushups or something. haha. LOL. the first half sian la. unimpressive soccer. xP.

then second half more man. not bad. and extra time. then penalties damn exciting. haha. and throughout the game me and ongnardo were discussing like all the guailan scenarios. like for example: what would happen if all 3 subs use up liao, then the keeper get red card? haha and other guailan stuff.

yups and in the end, daniel lost the bet la. =) haha. then natalie damn happy. cos germany win and klose scored. yupps. hais. but anyway, i hope germany doesnt win world cup. stupid suck man home ground. unimpressive. COME ON SURELY PPL AGREE WITH ME? xP

yups then after the game, we played some ps 2 games like winning eleven, soul caliber.. lala. ok la. then play until quite man late like 5+ haha. or 6? LOL. then sleep.

wake up at like 10 + haha. then went to eat breakfast. at some hawker centre. i man and order damn big hokkien meee! WOOOOO! impressive. then after that i nanana goodbye to the 3 of them, and go school for cip meeting.

CIP meeting.
yups so i was supposed to go there for cip meeting. but by the time i reached there, the meeting like almost ended liao haha. =) LOL. so basically, i was just like talking cock with ppl. talking about soccer. about dota. LOL. quite funny. xP

RGS yearbook
RGS yearbook is out! but i think rgs guailan. xP how come the sec 4 class dun have formal photo one. wad kind of STUPID rg tradition is tt? LOL xP okmercymercy. LOL i just rmbed someone told me tt RI guys dun like RG girls cos we 'chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan' LOL. is that the exact quote? xP. come on. SINCE WHEN CHI BU DAO. xPxP lala come on. haha.

no but seriously. imsure no formal picture. then just now i was looking at the yearbook. then all the photos all damn blur la. cannot see a man. all blur like sotong. -.- imsure.

haha. but i looking through all the sec 4 classes haha. quite funnny some of the pages. esp some of the quotes. haha. impressive impressive. and i think some of the zhabor last year and this year already look quite diferent. haha.

overall rating: RGS yearbook. 3.5 out of 5 stars. LOL. im sure.

yups then we all the man. go eat class lunch. haha. i tried to persuade ppl go eat pastaman as usual. but failed. haha. [but relax. theres still next time.] yuppp. we went foodcourt la. it was like. jungkai. daniel, xiuhuan, guangyan hongjia and me *nodnod. =)

the nafter lunch, me and xiuhuan went to play fifa at the xbox place. LOL. brings back memories of the sec 4 days. when like me and paul zeng like pon class to go eat pastaman and play xbox. haha. WOOOO

yup basically i COMPLETELY OWNED xiuhuans ass. LOL. haha. jkingjking.

yups we play one game only, then already attract crowd already. cos i way too man pro. come on! haha. WOOOO completely impressive. i like it!

SYF MAN
yups then after lunch. i went with jungkai back to school for the SYF man. Wtman. LOL. and i realized something. the handicapped toilet alot of the locks spoil liao. LOL.

yups then me jungkai and jiaqi boarded the bus to go SYF. then in the bus. we talk cock haha as usual. lala. and unimpressive. and jiaqi sleep on the bus lala.

yups then finally FINALLY we reached the place. then wa lao still must walk freakin far in the freaking hot sun. sighs. BUT OF COURSE, me being the *clears throat* refined, well groomed gentleman that i am, was a fine gentleman indeed and decided to share umbrella with jiaqi. come on. COME ON. this is called showing mercy to the erm. koffkoff. more delicate gender. MERCY MERCY.

yeaps. then we reached the place liao. after a freakin long time. and when we go inside the place man hot. so me and jungkai go out buy drink. then we met kangwei outside then we go eat icecream haha. lala. then after tt we went back and decided to pon. [haha. yong the man and jinwei pon to go eat kfc oso] LOL.

yeaps. so like jungkai me, jiaqi and wanting take bus to mrt. yups then, i took a rather long train ride to toapayoh but had the company of jiaqi LOL. haha. she and i had a good convo along the way. haha. interesting.

Portugal def England WOOOOOO!
yups then i went home blogged about it halfway, and fell asleep. sighs. then i woke up. like second half of england match liao. then no cable. com got prob so cannot watch. then extra time when coffeeshop go watch.

haha. damn impressive la. watch at coffeeshop with like TWO HUNDRED other ppl! waa imba. haha. and portugal wins! WOOOOOOO! impressive impressive! COME ON all the portugese supporters rejoice with me! WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO WOOOO WOOOOO WOOOOO WOOOO! haha. yay hey hey! still the man.

hais. and chill la all u england mans. =( relax. its ok.

lalala. so tt was about all for my day. yups.

POST CTs!

2006-06-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

haha ok its the end of CTs finally. so today went back to training for archery. haha. havent shot in like more than a week. waaa man. tts quite long. NJC competition in 1 months time. hope i can be good by then. =)

Post CTs
yups so ytd, i stayed up late. haha. =) sorting out my stuff and the files in my com. haha. and disturbing the bio ppl who were studying haha. xP actually nono. more like providing my enlightening feedback haha. xP.

yups so i stayed up until 2+ am like tt then this morning wake up at like 12+ i think. and still damn sleepy LOL. mann shing told me that the store was open so can shoot today la. although she and kangrui shot in morning then zao liao. so i waiting for ppl to go shoot with me. yups so i wait for the Gc and aaron to finish watching superman haha. then after tt met them at range.

archery
then range then shoot a feew ends haha. my shooting quite okay la. considering tt i havent shot for a week lol. not bad not bad. haha. and tonight i challenging charpoh to dota. WOOOO! me and ongnardo. we gonna whoop ass. WOOOO! beyond beyond godlike WOOOOO! haha.

yups then after we shoot. me aaron ongnardo and chris the man [aka Hoyt club] went to eat tangyuan haha. xP. then we talk cock along the way then lalala and eat tang yuan.

Me: Although i think argentina should win, i think germany will win today. i mean. they got home ground advantage which is a damn big advantage.

human.clay [chris the man] : nonono. although home ground advantage, but we still can expct quality football from argentina. its just like hydrogen bonding although stronger than id-id interactions when we increase the electron cloud size, the idid will increase until become strong like some man, and own the hydrogen bonding.

LOL. chris the man seriously lol. and anyway, i change my prediction. now i say. full time draw. extra time argentina win. WOOOO! ok we'll wait and see haha. xP WOOOO!

later
yups so im going to daniel seows hosue soon i guess. WOOOO! my next post will be tomorrow! haha. and reply to tags then too! WOOO!